When you miss someone you care, you suffer alone and in agony. When your tears aren't accompanied by a smile, your lips are at a loss of words. It is when you are simply existing. When the mornings are overcast, you have to wait indefinitely and forget about that person. Why am I going down this road when he's not meant to be mine?
I know I am strong and alive, and I am free to feel all the depths of love and loss. I am grateful for both the moments I have and those I have lost. And for that, I will be a better person in the future.