Expressions of confusion, creates conflicts in conscience,
Regressing the consequences, being the way I think!
Am I wrong? Am I right? Is there a middle ground?
Mixed feelings and a burst of wrong emotions are on the brink!

Is confusion just a word for which a human mind can’t understand?
Or is there more to it than the expressions that my face leaves?
Should I be ashamed that I’m confused, for not knowing what’s right?
I just don’t want to leave myself or the ones that I love in grief!

We’re always told to do the right thing, be the better person,
If there are men who do that, I’m amused!
From everyone else who’s the majority of the consensus,
I have one request,
Help me, I’m confused!

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I was kicked in the butt, pushed to the ground,
I lay in fright and despair.
I said to myself and a few of my friends,
I’ll not lose hope, I’ll not dismay, I just need time to prepare.

I got all the support from my love and my friends,
I knew now that it was up to me.
I buried deep my pain and my sorrow,
Tried to take it light, but that wasn’t how this was meant to be.

I gathered the courage, bucked up myself,
I tried to get back up on my feet.
But the weight of the society was too immense,
I almost convinced myself I was beat.

I thank my mind, some call it God,
That I felt this is the lowest I could be.
Being an optimist, this thought gave me confidence,
That anywhere I get from here is one step up for me.

Couple of months later, I’m sitting on my couch,
Glad to have gotten through that stage in life.
Eternally grateful to my friends and their efforts,
And I couldn’t have made it on a mental level, without my beautiful wife! ❤️

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Waking up late maybe your routine,
And breakfast isn’t your style!
Midnight romance is more your scene,
Where you stay up just a little while!

You can still pass for a girl teenaged,
Never looked younger in my eyes!
With the daily amount of beaut dosage,
You make me fare others goodbyes!

Crossing your path was a blessing,
As it filled me with waves of love!
“You’re more than special”, I said while kissing,
“You’re greater than the stars above”!

I wanna hug you tight, hold you in my arms,
And tell you what you’re worth.
As today’s the day you came to life,
And, my angel, to live down here on earth!

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Maybe it was the sound of the flowing water,
Or the gush of the blowing wind,
Made my heart lurk over an edge
That separates the best of two worlds,
Making that edge the toughest place to be!

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Happy birthday little sister! I write to wish you well,
To grab on to dreams that ponder.
You may not know, but I follow your every move,
I do that with pride, I know it isn’t squander!

Ten minutes of talking to you and everything becomes clear,
You’re a world of wonders amidst the stars,
The most precious person in my life.
Possibly the reason my love for you holds no bars!

I don’t tell you these, but you know it already,
You’re awesome, you’re classy, your attitude is so freakin’ swell!
I know if there’s only one person who’s got my back, it’d be you,
Happy birthday little sister! I write to wish you well.

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“There’s nothing that I don’t like about you”,
She sounded so confident and bold.
Have I learnt from my mistakes and grown old?!

It was shocking, it was scary,
It was the most confusing thing I’ve recently heard.
“Are you sure?” I asked repeatedly,
Why do trust me so much, am I even worth it,
Or have you just gotten too close to me
That there’s a chance later that you could infringe.
She seemed unmoved and unhinged.

A sea of thoughts flowed through my mind
While I dropped her home and drove back.
How can everything be so perfectly on track?!
I thought I knew me, I thought I’d screw up,
Never did I think I would end up being in love,
For she’s not someone to be overlooked.
“There’s nothing that I don’t like about you either baby”
I said while I drove back, it felt more than good!

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It takes a second to crush on someone,
It takes a minute to like.
It takes an hour to trust,
It takes a day to love.
But baby,
It’ll take my whole lifetime to forget you!

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Moon, music, and mist.
More than enough to meet my zen!
More than enough to melt my heart!

While life maybe a race,
And there isn't enough time to read the jist.
Stand your ground and break free to find your haze.
For there's always
Moon, music, and mist.

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Gasping for breath, running for my life,
I fell of a cliff, I woke up with a cry!
Nightmares became frequent,
And coping was hard,
But I had to try!

A state of unrest bestowed in my head,
I wanted to sleep, I wanted to rest.
The sunlight from the windows caressed my face,
Told me to wake up,
Figured it was for the best!

Humbled by the morning hue,
I woke up scared, I woke up slow.
The unrest never settled, there was work to be done,
All I could do was caffeinate,
And go with the flow!

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Illusions that dominate your vision,
Instances that contaminate your conviction.
Mind flutters at the very thought,
Of what’s yours and what’s not.
To heads floating around in dismay,
I just wanted to say, “Hey!”

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