I curse the day I met you
because ever since then I have been incapable of stopping myself from loving you
you that I so desired to make my wife
If only I could have what I've lost
If only the universe was fair
darling I will be with you
I drink this one hoping it will make me forget you
but even when I'm sober I see you
dangling on that hanging chair at the front door of our house we will never have
carrying our baby..the one we will never have

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