An Evil destroyed your life - tricked you, exploited you, paralysed you, smashed you. You cried. You pleaded. You survived. You said whatever may happen you won't be that evil. You won't let the same evil happen to someone else. You imagined you would heal, at least you would try to heal and help others heal. You thought things would be better. You cared a lot. You loved hard. You tried hard.

End of the day, you become what once broke you.
You become the oppressor. You become the Evil. You are the Evil.

Now you are breaking others.

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See through the illusion of Relationship, Bonding and Attachment

There is Tranquility and Liberation other side.

We'll meet there.

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Sun without Light

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Such is the power of narrative- it can prove an Army/Defense personnel as inhumane and oppressor meanwhile justifying the Terrorists/Traitors as the oppressed and freedom heroes।

Be aware of the narrative you tend to belong।

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TIRED

Tired of lies, abuses, betrayal, taunts, repeated mistakes, heartbreaks, lost love, broken family, restless mind, emotional outbursts, Depression, Dead ends, Dark desires, Adultery, Constant failure, inconsistencies, False promises, Fake friends, Selfless efforts for selfish world and people, Even those minimal Expectations, Efforts to try again and again, Hope for things that aren't legit - never happened and never gonna happen, Wait for people who never turned up, Tears for people who laughed at my pain or never knew how far they have hurt, Not able to move on cz I am nomore strong - lost all my strength throughout years, cz I have no capacity to handle people in life, to start a new relationship or extended.... Tired of this Untouched and Deseased Body. Tired of many more things. Either God or Death.... Nothing and Noone in between or in exception. Tired of everything that includes me too...

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Distancing yourself or walking away doesn't always mean us hating them

Sometimes it means we deeply care for them and love them and we sense the belongingness

But staying apart is the only way to not hurt them or spoil their lives

Perhaps it's better to leave when you are left with nothing to give but Pain and Tears... Sorry

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My mistakes aren't just mine. Your pain isn't just yours. Our pain and mistakes also affect people around us. It has direct & indirect impact on numerable beings. It passed on from generation to generation. Generational curse exists. Our destinies are entwined. Our Karma weaves us through the lifeline thus we end up coming across people often not understanding the purpose. When we heal ourselves we heal our family, loved ones, other beings around us. Ultimately we safeguard our upcoming generations, the world at large. I have lost to the battle of Ego, Pride, Anger, Resentment. I have cursed my loved ones and lost many powers. I have never been pure. None is. I surrender to the supreme power- the universe for some, in the name of God for some, in the name of "Krishna" for me... He tested me. He will. I give in to everything I felt so proud someday. I lost. I tried to but yet not healed. I still become the reason of hurt for my loved ones. I end up disrespecting and uttering words I can't take back. I am a sinner. I feel like a failure. I don't want to judge my emotions though I am willing to hold myself accountable for things that's being done through me. Pray for my redemption.🙏

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A bunch of little humans have stolen my heart.


They call me "Miss".

🤩🤗😇😍

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in your lotus feet, i surrender
in your blue eyes, i discover
in your lovely name, i converse
in you, Lord Krishna, i find my universe

You are the infinity. You are the space.
You are the pattern. You are the shape.
You are eternal. You are the limit.
from this illusional world, i recede.
with your lovely chant, i breathe
oh dear Lord of Universe
i surrender in your lotus feet.

Krishna Tulsi

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Diary is a thing
where we write our secret things
We share everything with it
like our parents
We write all thing
what happened with us
So, I request to all
to share your views with it.

Rajeswari Barik
Standard 8

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