When it comes to life in general, it’s never too late to hit that refresh button and start over.

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Perhaps you're not making
it as far as you want to because
you don't even believe you can.

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Perhaps the earth is the conscious centre of the universe and that's why we make so many things into stories and movies, calling it our imagination when it could actually be memories from the universe imbedded in us.

Perhaps that's why we tend to be so beautiful and chaotic.

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You’re a woman, they said.
You are inferior to us men...

And I asked;
How is it that an apple can grown on an orange tree?
How is it that I’m inferior to you, when I birthed thee?

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Baby steps, that was how it began
Baby steps towards my pink mini van
As I walked away from the illusions
That I'd called love, all merely delusions

I chose to walk away from the pain
Leaving behind a beautiful bane
Memories of our past love did sting
Couldn't believe I once called you king

You took advantage of all of my being
Of the lack of self worth that lay within
You made me feel like I wasn't enough
I'd stayed, trying to prove my stuff

I slowly unloved you through baby steps
Loving you at all was my one misstep
I should never have to feel like trash
So our love story, I'm burning to ash

I've learned to love myself today
This woman will never be lead astray
And the perfect reminder any other day
Is the smell of our love’s beautiful decay

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There is love in the air
I can feel it in my hair
It’s in the taste of your tongue
And in the air that fills my lungs

your fingers graze my skin
your eyes pull me in
My body dances to your song
I think I’ve found where I belong

Our bodies collide, our souls merge
The purest feeling in our hearts surge
Our voices together, rise in delight
We’re putting love in the air tonight

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I'm just laying on my bed
So many voices in my head
Wish I could keep it all in instead
Bad energies that I don't want to spread

I can feel you inside me
The little girl that won't let me be
How I wish I could set me free
And no longer have to deal with thee

Your reaching out to tear off my mask
Of what use is this, if I may ask?
Carrying you around feels like a task
My whole body feels like a flask

You're a part of me left unsaid
A bad memory that I need to shred
A part of me that I haven't fed
An inner part of me I want dead

But I know you won't go away
Somehow I know you're here to stay
Your heavy weight my strides will sway
While the world thinks I dance ballet

I will dance till all is set
I will dance to win this bet
And if I loose, my foot is set
To keep dancing till my death

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Like a pair of scissors
The distance cut
Through our bonding fabric
And the love we'd layered like bricks
Was left to fall
Under the weight
Of our lack of faith
In our brick wall

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She's back
My demon is back,
To haunt me down, to cause me frowns
To lay me low, to bend my bow
To hear her voice, without a choice
To tie my knots, to drive me nuts
To claw my mind, no peace I'll find
To make me lie, to make me cry
To shut my eyes, till when I die

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I called him yesterday
He wasn't in the mood for talks
Didn't care to listen to what I had to say
And you might as well say
The call ended in a way
That left me feeling like my soul had been betrayed
The sun has been tucked away
The amount of pain, you cannot weigh
For the path of love has caused me a strain
Though the memories make me tingle
The bells will never jingle
I guess from here on out, you can call me single

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