When it comes to life in general, it’s never too late to hit that refresh button and start over.

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Perhaps you're not making
it as far as you want to because
you don't even believe you can.

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Perhaps the earth is the conscious centre of the universe and that's why we make so many things into stories and movies, calling it our imagination when it could actually be memories from the universe imbedded in us.

Perhaps that's why we tend to be so beautiful and chaotic.

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Baby steps, that was how it began
Baby steps towards my pink mini van
As I walked away from the illusions
That I'd called love, all merely delusions

I chose to walk away from the pain
Leaving behind a beautiful bane
Memories of our past love did sting
Couldn't believe I once called you king

You took advantage of all of my being
Of the lack of self worth that lay within
You made me feel like I wasn't enough
I'd stayed, trying to prove my stuff

I slowly unloved you through baby steps
Loving you at all was my one misstep
I should never have to feel like trash
So our love story, I'm burning to ash

I've learned to love myself today
This woman will never be lead astray
And the perfect reminder any other day
Is the smell of our love’s beautiful decay

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I'm just laying on my bed
So many voices in my head
Wish I could keep it all in instead
Bad energies that I don't want to spread

I can feel you inside me
The little girl that won't let me be
How I wish I could set me free
And no longer have to deal with thee

Your reaching out to tear off my mask
Of what use is this, if I may ask?
Carrying you around feels like a task
My whole body feels like a flask

You're a part of me left unsaid
A bad memory that I need to shred
A part of me that I haven't fed
An inner part of me I want dead

But I know you won't go away
Somehow I know you're here to stay
Your heavy weight my strides will sway
While the world thinks I dance ballet

I will dance till all is set
I will dance to win this bet
And if I lose, my foot is set
To keep dancing till my death

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I can see your face
I can see that I like you
No one else in the world that's like you

I can see your smile
I can tell your high Iq
Yeah babe, I can tell that I like you

Although I'm shy and unsure
Don't want to be the one to make our friendship sore

But I can see your face
I can see that I like you
And I hope somehow you'll like me too

I can feel your skin
I can feel sparks and tingles
Is this a sign that I'm ready to mingle?

I can hear your laugh
That makes me crack up beside you
I really hope that you feel just as I do

But we're both shy and unsure
Can't tell if risking this is risking it all

But I can see your eyes
I can tell that I love you
yeah babe, you can tell I adore you

I can see your smile
And I'm prepared to pretend
That I take you only as my best friend
I'll be by your side and you I'll defend
For you, I’ll be here till the very end

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This loss was for a great cause

I'll miss the memories you held within your memory for me

I know we've parted now, never again to see

I will always cherish the files you had in store

You were always the cure to every single bore

The one thing I looked forward to after every chore

Kore, the journey beyond the bus awaits

Your destiny lies in the hands of the fates

Though your eerie disappearance I couldn't foretell

My beautiful Kore, I bid you farewell

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Wheeze wheeze wheeze
When will this disease
Ever leave me be

Wheeze wheeze wheeze
People come in a breeze
To wish me safe recovery

Wheeze wheeze wheeze
Don't be one to tease
Have you seen me lately

Wheeze wheeze wheeze
I'm covered up in sheets
I'm dead now baby

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Go on and drown
Let it pull you down
Down to the ground
Don't fight the current

They'll take your crown
Give it to someone who's renowned
And let you drown, lie down
Don't fight the current

Don't fight what's coming for you
Don't fight, don't be a fool
Accept it and face your doom
Don't fight the current

The world passes in a loom
As the gods take their stool
Over your grave shall they rule
Don't fight the current

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I was only being a pretender
If I said I hadn't let my line and sinker
Slip past my grasp and fall in
to this ocean of love I call Lin
Getting it back was like to ask
An impossible feat or task
For me to swim down to the ocean floor
With no oxygen tank or anchor

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