I was the one
Dancing in the flames
Crisping in the hell
Laughing with misery
And Singing with depress..
She took me
Taught me love
Gained my trust
And served my interests..
She took me from hell to heaven..
From darkness to light..
From my world to her's..
Made me a man..
And
Then
Left me alone.

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She's a flower
In love with the storm
He'll be her plucker
And she knows that along
I'll be her grower
To save her for more
I can't stop her eradicator
Her lover.. the so-called storm
I'll be her shelter
To save her in my dorms
She is my love
And the best friend
I've ever got
I'm gonna save her
Till the last second,
I'll ever breathe...
She's the only flower,
To whom I'll ever plead.

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That shitty black color.
Made me fall in love,
With itself,
With an intention of impressing her...
It just Soaked me into itself.
And recast me into.
The most nervous human on earth...
It was living with me.
Was dilapidating me.
And was laying.
In my nightmarish dreams...
I was someone.
Who was searching for.. Someone
Now,
I'm clean as white.
With no goal.. and no name..
With no aim to rise and shine..
And with no intentions..
Of impressing her with my good vines..

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You're not a small island..
Or a glacier in a titanic ocean..
You're not a flower..
Nor a bee or a fragrance..
In a gargantuan garden..
You're not heat.. Nor chill..
Nor dry.. nor moist.. not a breeze..
In a degrees medley..
Cause..
you are you. ...
you are..
Like a last resort for a lost survivor..
For me..
Like oxygenation for a patient..
Like warmth for a hypothermical situation..
Like a spacesuit for a astronaut..
Like a destination for a traveler..
Like adrenaline for a fighter..
Like a power up at the last moment..
Like life for me..
Like everything for me..
You are unique..
And the most special girl I've ever seen..
I can't sleep without talking to you..
I can't live without seeing you..
You are the most beautiful girl In this whole fucking world..
And that's why..
Ich Liebe Dich

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She's the one..!
Everyone shouted.
From
Deep inside me.
She's the one..!
Everyone has tasted.
My skin, My lips,
My Patience, My love,
My pen, My diary.
Everyone.
She was the one.
When my hands were,
Able to touch her...
Now,
She's the one,
Suffering melancholically
In my diary.
My pen is touching her
And my poems are feeling her...
On the bed of pages.

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the spider on the web
the hand of the clock
the blanket on the balcony
the light of the bulbs
the sound of the breeze
and the breeze of the fan
striking its way by the marvelous gears
the curtains at the door
and the cushion on the couch
flowing with the convergence of air
and the breeze of the fan
insect on the web is edible
only for the spider
and the clock is ticking
lighter than itself
they all were in my room
physically present like me..
but i was the one to think about them..
and they were the beings..
for whom i was something..

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Staring of your eyes,
And the kisses of your lips.
Trilling of your words,
And the chirping of some birds.
Wink of an eye,
And Zink of the sea.
Breezes of the flow,
And the breeze of freshness.
The way of the love,
And the ray of the sun.
The reason for the living,
And the reason to the dead.
Strengthened by the love,
To live beside her.
Weakened by the fear,
To lose the side by her.
Divided by the hope,
To climb on her by a rope.

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I was in a need to find a way
To let you know that
You are my life.
You're not with me.
But your scent, your love,
Your memories and everything.
Is still a part of me.
I've found that way.
In writing, to ease my pain.
To live in fame,
And gain a name.
I was nothing.
When we were something.
Now I have everything.
And someone,
Who's everything is me...

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More he wanted to love
More she excused
More he wanted to meet
More she excused
More he wanted
to be with her
More she excused
More he suffered
More she excused
Less he wanted to leave
More she efforts

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I've started my poetry
When she finished us..
I've started my evolution
When she shattered us..
I've started living
A bestselling plot
When i was falling apart..
She was not mine..
I am her's..
I was her's..
But from now..
I'm of my own..
I'm going to make her mine..
By my work..
Shatter her by my pain.. and
Destroy her like she destroyed me..

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