•●An attempt to commit Suicide●•

I was on my couch, lying hopelessly, thinking about ending my life... I stood up, went to highway, went to a river, bought poison, a rope and so on... I was determined to get rid of all the problems of my life; I planned to get out of the ocean of so many difficulties...

But I did not have the courage to endure the pain of dying; I usually love Whites but on that point of time, I did not have courage to accept that I would wear a white Ceremen.

And then suddenly, something happened to me; I sat on the floor and a picture of my family started rotating in front of my eyes...
I could see my loving Maa beholding me, I could see my caring Baba teaching me to walk on my feet and I could see my supporting siblings fighting with me and later laughing with me... I could feel the pain my Maa felt while giving me birth... I could feel the pain that my family will have in front of my Corpse...

I stood up again, took a glass of water and tried to refresh all the memories of life... I thanked to God and my family and started preparing for facing all the problems...

- #rjaaysha