The thought of ending my life blooms within me, cool as night.
Happiness may never come, but tonight, I am content...

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Depression isn’t always tears.
It’s prying open the curtains after days of drowning in your own night.
It’s whispering “I’m okay” because the truth would splinter you open.
It’s watching life rush past while you sit in the ruins of your own stillness.
And it’s not asking for help because to name the hurt would be to bleed it all over again and you’re not sure you’d survive the spilling.

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Happy Friendship Day, my love 💛

I spent years thinking safety was a place until I met you and realized it’s a person.
I never had the comfort of being someone’s child, the warmth of being protected without reason, or a place where my soul could rest without fear. I’ve carried my own guard for so long that I forgot what it felt like to be soft.
And then you came along.
You became my shelter, my calm, my home.
With you, I’ve learned that love can be safe, and safety can be love.
You’re not just my partner, you’re my best friend, the one who holds my heart gently and my soul securely.
Thank you for being the safe place I never had but always needed.

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He set the standard so high, the rest don’t even register!!!

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The world is cold now. Polished. People speak to manipulate, love to control, and stay only when there’s something to gain. Every smile is a mask, every word a move in a game. And then there is me. Naive, maybe even stupid. I still love without logic, break myself for people who wouldn’t lift a finger, and care like it won’t kill me. In a world built on advantage, I am the weakness no one wants to be.

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She wasn’t there when he needed her most, and that broke something inside her. Not because she didn’t care, but because life held her back in ways she couldn’t control. And in that small space of absence, another woman stepped in. Took what was never meant for her. The pain of knowing that while she was drowning in deadlines and exhaustion, someone else reached him first and it’s something she can’t easily forget. But even then, her heart stayed with him. It still does. Always will. One missed moment doesn’t erase the countless times she’s been his quiet strength, his fiercest constant, his unwavering love.

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Functioning depression is suffocating. I smile, work, and pretend I’m okay, but inside, I’m sinking. I’ve worn this mask so long no one sees I’m barely surviving. I can’t ask for help because I seem fine. But the moment I’m alone, it all crashes: emptiness, numbness, silence. I isolate because it feels safer than being the “too much” girl. But truth is, I feel abandoned. Forgotten. Alone. And no one even notices I’m fading.

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Love is sacred, a holy art, not a binding contract.
To truly love is to honor the other’s soul, not possess it.
The ultimate state of love is absolute freedom, a space where both souls can grow, breathe, and evolve.
Any relationship that stifles this freedom is not love, but control.
Love liberates. It does not cling. It does not cage. That is the work of ego.
Real love sets you free, to be fully yourself and still be held in deep, sacred connection.

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as I wrapped my legs
around his spirit
pulling him into the
hunger of my soul by
letting him thrust his love
in fierce aching rhythm,
each movement striking a chord,
composing the wild,
desperate symphony
of our endless souls
devouring each other whole.

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This is a message from the heart of every Indian Muslim. What happened in Pahalgam is heartbreaking, innocent lives lost, and a heavy cloud of fear, grief, and anger hangs in the air. But let us be clear: terror has no religion. The bullets that took those lives were not fired by Islam but by cowards who stand against humanity. Still, we find ourselves blamed, targeted, and painted with the same brush by people we call our own. We are Indian, we are Muslim, and we are exhausted! Exhausted from constantly having to prove our loyalty, from being held accountable for crimes we openly condemn. We mourn the loss just as deeply, we stand with the victims, and we seek justice, peace, and unity. But we refuse to be treated as outsiders in our own country. Do not let hate win. Do not let terror divide us. Stand with us, not against us. India is our home too, and we will protect it with our voice, our truth, and our love.

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