Gift me all of
the universe today &
kiss me the moon
full on my lips
by becoming the sun
as I become the sugar
on your lips &
make the stars
twinkle in our eyes~

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And ever since then,
my bruised soul
found
ultimate peace in
bleeding poetry
so that I can feel
alive ~

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My heart is bleeding
since the day you left
as the demons within me
are incessantly tearing
my soul & bleeding out
poetry from slashed flesh,
from torn veins &
from bruised arteries
by further leaving
a permanent scar on my
dilapidated soul which
only death might heal...

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The demons within me
are rioting again
as my pen tries to make the
abyss of pain & tears
within me leak out
in the form of ink,
until i feel empty again
by further leaving
a permanent void in my
dilapidated soul...

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I think about you a lot. all the time, actually. in the morning, at night, in the middle of the day. it’s you, it’s just always you & “i love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and until i die. and, if there’s a life after that, i’ll love you then again.” dear you, u are the first morning thought, the last evening thought and every god damn thing in between. I love you to the moon & back!!!

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Kiss me until all this pain subsides, at least for a little while...
Kiss me until it melts me all the way down to the bone...
Kiss me until our souls become inseparable...

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And for Sondesh who poured bliss,
his Mishti existed in all...

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I want to be buried in an open field, with a lake running through it. I want a gulmohar tree planted over my grave and no tombstone. I want children to play over my grave so I can hear their laughter. Cos, I want to rest just not in peace, but also in happiness.

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Getting "attached" to a heart which is not destined to be ours is like committing slow & painful suicide. Painful yet pleasing...💔🥀

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I'm afraid that maybe one day you'll realise the fact that it was actually hard for me to spend just one moment with you when all I wished for was eternity. But then it might be too late...

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