Coming back home
Feels like foreign and wrong
I've been gone for so long
I don't know if I can face it alone.
The street where I grew up
Even though it's still the same
Is somewhere I don't go back
I can't even remember it's name.
The past it should be left where it is
In a place full of tears and ghosts
I didnt mean to become like this
But I feel.much better if I'm lost.
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The silence of the night
Screams your name and mine
Nobody's here but you and I
And the dreams we left behind
Looking back without regrets
We've made the best we could
Life slowly fades and forgets
No matter if we are bad or good
Here we stood the test of time
But the price we paid was steep
Our paths got intertwined
We're that promise we didn't keep
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You are not perfect and neither am I
But maybe, just maybe
We could be perfect for each other-
I looked at the well known places
The street I know and roam
All the different familiar faces
And I felt like a fortunate son
The one who everyday embraces
This little space I called my own
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I'm not longer loved
This is the now and then
Before and after I improved.
They'll remember me
Oh yes they will!
I will set them free
But Their hearts won't heal.
I'm the one they want
But don't know the story
Until it's too late to hunt
Then it's just a painful memory-
In the silent of the night I find you
Im lying here, looking at the stars
But I'm not the one you once knew
Would you like this me with scars?
My heart grew older but not wiser
I've tried so many times to forget
Love is a thing one can't decipher
There is pain but there is not regret.
I hope somehow we'll be together
I hope you too long for that day
This separation will not last forever
We'd be close even from far away
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Sometimes I want to go back
To a simpler time in the past
Where my childhood is stuck
And I won't grow up so fast.
I would tell my gone child
Do not cry for what its lost
Just stay with me for awhile
Calm down this restless ghost.
I want to be like you were
You will always be my power
The one I'd nourish and care
Like the most beautiful flower.
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I looked at my past self
Saw how much I changed
I tought myself very well
I've got my life rearranged.
I was scared, I was broken
I wanted to run and hide
But my power had spoken
I got up and rode the big tide.
It was a wonderful journey
Some good times, some bad
Some great some just corny
Still riding, giving the best I have
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I Look at your eyes
And emptiness I see
They're cold as ice
Lost in a dark sea.
I know it hurts
Don't try to hide
Or you'll burst
Deep down inside
We all have ghosts
You're not alone
Just make the most
And keep carry on
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