being a loner,
I can't control everything that's happening
But I can definitely change
My experience of everything

being a loner,
I knew what I was doing
And I knew it would hurt me
But somehow it still didn't stop me

being a loner,
The heart needs more time to accept
What the mind already knows

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It had been 3 years to that lonesomeness
The bottles and the ashes
That had drained themselves
Into the bloodstream
Which subdued the anxiety and,
Threw me to the corner of the shore in my mind
Where I could hear nothing
But a voice which was none other than mine

But now, 3 years have passed
And the once small boy
Had now grown up to become someone
There were situations and hurdles
Which he had overcome and now was
A perfectionist in handling all odds
And then came a flood
Which broke all his high,
Which paralysed him into calmness

For he was experienced at first
But not when he would be
Left for the 3rd time !!

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summing up all the memories
gathered in this unknown yet blissful palace
where even the thought of 4 years
was a nightmare,
souls called friends who made life
All the more interesting and awesome
From being a junior
To being the senior
It has been a rolly experience
And I Take back not memories
But a dream and some wonderful
Strings attached for life with my guys ,
Which shall never fade or get entangled
FOR EVERY GOOD THING MUST COME TO AN END
#BHANDI signing off !!

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the past 365 days went by in a blink
Each moment teaching lessons for life
Losing people and coming across people
When betrayal was a common word
Constants have been all throughout
Stronger bonds with friends and family
This year taught me the ups and downs
That yes, in a moment one can be boozing
And the other moment he would be the booze
A beautiful joyride of thrill packed with enthusiasm
Also being the last few moments in college
2018 has been a wonderful year
Thank you family and friends and to all my people

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We used to talk
Not often but yes we did
7 semesters passed by
In an unknown yet familiar place
She makes me experience bliss
In this facade called college
The inner me used to laugh loud
Seeing couples hold hand
What are promises
And then the last few months
With HER,
Made me own this place
The hangouts, the talks
The warm conversations ,
We had were some of the best
I could take back while leaving
And what I carried permanently
Was a heart which sung her name
Yes she is a junior to me
Who topples my heart till date

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There comes a point in life
When we sit back and ponder
When we think and we rethink
When people are just like Time,
Who come and pass by
When friends don't matter anymore
When family is everything
When loneliness is the finger
Which guides us to success
When we work for none
But ourselves
Yes, then is when we are called
GROWN UP

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She,”I’ll give him importance,
according to priorities !!”
He knew he was always last
On her list

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Those touches
Those cuddles
Those memories
Those walks hand in hand
Those cute stares

It was not the lips that you kissed
But the soul
which relived the moment again and again

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Some nights are thoughtful
Some nights are better than the daylight
Some nights are peaceful
Some nights make you cry
Some nights witness pain
Some nights are comfortable yet painful
Some nights you talk to yourself
Some nights are dull
Some nights make you realise things
Some nights make you
yearn for things you can’t possess

But, All nights are sleepless
Where u reach a place of oblivion
And wish it never ended !!

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When life was insipid and prosaic
And I being the one
To exacerbate situations
For everything seemed mercurial
Scrupulously capricious zeals
And then
The carousel turned the needle
She seemed to be the answer
To all the long lost questions
The spell in her eyes
Cast an amazing wilderness
The calmness in her voice soothing
His heart played a beautiful
String of muffled drums
While she walked down
The carpet of his dreams
All things corroborated
To ameliorate his High !!
The rain in his mind
Giving way to alacrity
What seemed to be an arduous task
Was now within the reach
Of the fingers of his mind !!!

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