I am stuck, stuck in everything I do. I am reliving my past. It has been my favorite pass time for a few months now. Depression is new ME. It makes me feel helpless and trapped in a situation. The best part, I get to make excuses for my wrong choices and decisions. It helps me escape the harsh reality, the truth.
Moreover, I enjoy blame games. For a moment it gives me solace, I don't have to carry the responsibility of my own life, my shoulders feel light, then a thought , " Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it ", brings me back to present, keeps me alive and forces me to rethink about my life.
Forgot to mention, got married few months back.