She was sitting right at my front.
I made her seat.
She was calm and quite, cold and feeezy
I asked her what are her wishes for the last
She wished she could go back to the time,
full of life in her heart then
I wanted to save her.
But she was slowly dying inside and out
She slowly left my body.
And I let my soul die.

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When Human rules Nature
Nature will ruin the Human

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Today we departed
With a promise!
To be in love forever
Instead of the distances of kilometers between us...
The first few weeks seemed like a normal vacation.
The distance hardly mattered.
And then slowly slowly, things became not that easy.
To wait for the entire day, to have a chat.
I too am a lady who work, so I respect your work too. But the time?
Now I may sound a desperate girl
The time occupancy for me was shared now
by your friends and extra loads of works.
Now, I seemed less important for you.
As slowly the things that make me insomniac
Is just some silly shits for you.
It's hard to be in distance, but I am happy
Things got clear before getting into the knots
How distance of kilometers are never an issue but of ❤💞is....
- love-antidote

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Unke isharein kabhi labz na bane,
aur na labz kabhi izazat..
Aur izazat bina mohabbat kaha.

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The first time I bleed, I was so scared. i didnt know how to react.

The first time I bleed, I was prepared, I knew what my body will be going through,
A part of my development it is.

Mama didnt say me this will happen to me, I cried for the first time I bleed.
That awkward stain then, is it any kind of paint !

Those pains, cramps, tears, new pain, new changes we all went through. In fact we go through now.

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Moving on, was never a good choice.
But
Stepping back was.

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Dil itni sasti thi ki tere hawale kar bethi.
Koi aur bhi tha jo khudko girwii rakh, aya tha..

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Things doesn't remain same. Even we couldn't resist the changes within us. People change, plAce change, time changes. What if we could think as we are growing and not changing. The better you understand early, the best growth you can shape yourself.

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Teri ek nazar pane k liye,
Najane khudko kitni dafa apni hi nazro me gira rahi hu..
Tujhe pana ek khwab he,
Hakikat ko phir bhi khwab samajh rahi..

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It's 3 am.
She is still online.
I want to text her " Hey? Hi! "
Are you free, Can we chat?
But no;
She is not mine and neither the time.
Yes she is not mine.
I waited whole night for her to sleep
So that i can sleep, seeing her fall asleep.
Yes when she is not online, she is really offline.
She is asleep.
Often when she is disturbed and none is there to talk to, she scrolls down her contacts looking for her close ones to ask her "hey what are you doing? so late? "
I want to text her and say " Hey! Just take time. Things will be okay. You will be fine. You be fine, ". But no she is not mine and neither the time nor I am her close one.
I am still waiting her to be offline to see her fall asleep.
You will be fine. But never mine nor the time.

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