"Life is like a github repository
You can decide and add stuff
Or you can see others and attempt to become a clone
But nothing actually happens until you decide to commit it."

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__ Just Random Thoughts __

Kyu khushi waqt ke mohtaj hote h
Kyu nhi humpe humesha kr liye rehe jaate h
Kal joh sochke milta tha sukoon
Aaj vo khyal kho chuke h apna junoon
Par kya waqt se rehna chahiye mujhe khafa
Kyu kuch badalne pe dara hua hu es dafa
Kya iska mtlb tha ki merpe the chal-kapat ki chaya
Aur Ab samay ka paiya sach samne h laya
Kabhi kabhi yeh sabak milna zaroori hota h
Kyunki dhoke se behtar sach ka dard hota h
Ab dard hoga es chot ke lgne pe
Par waqt ka marham lg jaega sahi samay pr
Kyunki agar Khushi gaye the
Toh vo fir lautegi
Kyunki sabse phle yahe toh kaha tha
Ki Khushi waqt ke mohtaj hote h

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Poem
Topic: Still A Misfit?
(A Sequel to an old Poetry ~ Misfit)

Deep down even now they reside
Some thoughts still manages to hide,
The ones that made me feel shit
The ones that called me Misfit.

My past made me say that word
when i felt different and unheard,
I called you cool and me misfit
but didn’t gave time any chance even a bit.

I might still be felt uncool and boring
but still don’t want to be your idea of adoring,
Though I may have changed myself somewhat
but its’s into a confident misfit full of gut.

I am still that very introverted and shy
not the usual masculine and sports guy,
Now I don’t even try cause of failure’s shame
cause you made this misfit’s attempt feel so lame.

(Continued in Caption)

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Quote

"Every moment is either dusk or a full moon night.
How dusk is about little darkness coming to light,
So is the happiness containing a fear of losing it. 
Similarly, a full moon night is about little light coming in the middle of dark
just like our sad days having little sighs of positivity."

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Poem
TOPIC: Sophisticated

Under this enchanting dusky sky
Where we live and so we die,
Ought to socialize with each other
Few extroverts and the rest bothered

Interactions being part of duty
Always under the capture of scrutiny,
Showing only what others care
Reality doesn't even dare.

Those Days Have passed,
When you were genuinely asked,
Time when they really showed empathy
Now, it's even hard to find sympathy.

Our IG Stories showing life happening
Behind The Scenes knows it's grappling,
Only we know how much it's tuff
But now years have made it easy to bluff.

Game says be Real and here you die
To keep going you shall always lie,
Saying Truth now shall be dropped
Asking help needs to be cropped.

Whatever it be but it's what I am and own
Trying to hide it from being shown,
Can't tell you how much I am frustrated
Pretending life this sophisticated.

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RANDOM 12 AM THOUGHTS!!
(Friendship and Loneliness)

Es akelepan ki khasti mein
Ek Musafir mein bhi hu
Es Dil mein khamosiyan lekar chalta
Ek Ranjhana mein bhi hu
Nikla nhi hu kisi Humsafar ke khoj mein
Chal pada hu ek socha dost dhundne
Koi jisse Nukad wali chai ki siski se lekar
Apne aasu wali raaton ke baat saku kisse
Chalte chalte raston mein sochta hu manzil
Kitne kareeb hai mere..
Par Jab lagta h ki yeh Safar khatam hua
Tab qismat khel badal dete h
Kya yeh sach mein h wahe
Ki paheli mein mujhe uljaah deta h
Par Ab yeh musafir Tak chuka hai
Aur khamosiyan goonj ke shant ho chuke h
Ab bs milna chahta hu usse
Joh es Safar ke manzil bana khada hai
Aur kehena chahta hu dost se
Abhi nahi, Kabhi nahi jana chod kar...

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QUOTE

"Dream beyond expectations
But don't keep expecting beyond dreams.
Don't let your sky have any limits
But keep your expectations limited."

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Poem
Topic: Never Let Weakness Out

Under This Mighty World
Where All Humans are Curled,
With Our Strengths and Weakness We Live
With expectations to take and give.

Our strengths we all show
Trying to get that attention glow,
Hiding all are fear inside
somewhere deep and wide.

We all play our own little game
Weak inside and strong outside for fame,
Because once our weakness gets revealed
You know the damage will never get healed.

Throughout life Cards we all play
Poker faces we every second lay,
Once the secret gets caught
Merry life gets rot.

Hypocrites and witty we all are
This truth isn't hidden far,
Others weak spots we all hit
Without thinking even a tiny bit.

(FULL POEM IN CAPTION)

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Ab Akela chod do mujhe
Thak chuka hu mein
Darkhwaz h Dil se
Ab haar chuka hu mein
Es zindagi ki daudh mein
Chalna chahta hu mein
Aur bina kisse tanaav ke
Sona chahta hu mein
Jeevan ke bhaagte chakra se
Nikalna chahta hu mein
Itna kuch ab sehe Liya
khushi se rehna chahta hu mein
Par jeevan ke vidhata ko
Kaha yeh manzur hai
Es jeevan mein chunotiya aana
Esse ka dastur hai...

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Poem
Topic: LEAVING THE OLD ME

I am tired of faking
This ideal good guy image,
Dreaming of making
Out of this cage.

I am now completely exhausted
Of being this nice guy,
Only if it is this high costed
To be this simple and shy.

I now want to enjoy
The Phase I am standing in,
Leaving Care To Destroy
Throwing this good character in the bin.

Earlier This Boy Whom I was
Picture Perfect In All The Way,
Has Become A Major Cause
Making me Feel Left Out I must say.

Seeing people so carefree
Me Wishing To Become One,
I simply can't let it now unsee
Knowing my wish will not be done.

This silent me wanting to shout
And To express and be fully there,
Being true myself and speaking out loud
See It's now new me present here.

*FULL POEM IN CAPTION/DESCRIPTION*

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