I hate being relaxed and having free time nowadays. Because its the time, you have to deal with your insecurities and loneliness away from everyone.
Being busy, you kept on being occupied with things and don't have time to deal with all this shits!
Is it only me?

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After all that chaos,
You are again left alone.
All by yourself, no company.
No noise to break the silence of your niche .
No silence to counter the war of thoughts going on inside your mind.
You are again left alone!

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बारिश आने की वो आहट
तेरे जाने का वो गम,
तूफान सिर्फ मौसम में नहीं मेरे दिल में भी उठ रहा है|
बारिश तो बुझा देगी इस गर्मी को,
पर मेरे दिल में लगी हुई इस आग को तो मेरे आंसू भी नहीं बुझा पा रहे।

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तुझे एक दफा देखने की आस में,
तो आंखे तरस गई हमारी।
तुझे दिल से लगाने की ख्वाइश में,
तो खुद को ही हर बैठें हम।
तुझेसे मिलके सारी शिकायत करेंगे,
इस आस में उमर बीता दी हमने।

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With time everything changes.
I was wrong who thought that bonds
once made are unbreakable!
But I was unaware of the displacement
reaction, where a wrong situation can
replace the strongest and most
compatible bond the person were in.
Feelings, emotions, love, anger,
respect, hatred, comfort,
safety,everything fades away, you just
have to wait for the time to play its turn!!

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Once you starting enjoying your own company, you don't care what the world is really upto!! And that's a sign of loving yourself first and that's the upmost need of the decade!

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After a point of time,
All you want is a sweet happy family,
With your loving partner and lots of love and love!! Irrespective of what type of food is on your plate, which flim you are watching and on which floor you are staying.
After a basic requirement, all you need is love and happiness in life!

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Gradually you realise, that it doesn't matter how much efforts you put in.
In some cases you are destined to lose.You will not get what you have been craving for so long!!!
And you have to accept that and keep on living with that!

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लम्बे अर्से बाद लिख रही हूं।
पता नहीं इन चंद लफ़्ज़ों से,
मैं अपने दर्द-ऐ-आलम
कागज के इस छोटे से
परदे पर कैसे बयां कर पाउंगी।

सबका दिल जीतते हारते,
आंसू पोछते दुखों को सहते,
झूठी हसीं होंठो पे संवारते संवारते
डर है कि खुद को ना खो दूं मैं,
जिंदगी के इस युद्ध में।

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Be kind to yourself on the harsh days,
As you have only you, to take care of!

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