The wholesome moment of all,
Now that I look back the most precious memory of my life has been when I was leaving for my hostel, my family was leaving me alone in a city which I didn't know much, we were all at the train station, i could see my maa, papa, sisters through that glass window while I stood there, outside, it came all of a sudden the thought of a blunder of how am I gonna be without them, live without them, my heart shrunk & i don't remember when I had tears starting to come up & then when I looked at them again, ohh myy goddd! My father was crying like a baby, with them the whole fam, I had never had a moment like that, the feeling of being soo worthy, the feeling of being loved so muchh, the feeling of being soo important, I would never ever forget that special moment of all....
Life gave me many reasons to agree that ofcourse i always got the best of all & I'm soo grateful for all of it....

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And i realised,
How inconsequential I've become in his life now,
We used to discuss others love lives,
Did we leave behind our own;
I see his follows,
And how we used to bitch about the same people,
Look at me now,
I don't exist for him anymore,
They do;
Sometimes, it's better to be strangers at the crack of dawn,
Than lovers to haters at the end of the day,
Destiny does play games,
Or do we amuse our own self;
I tell myself,
Almost everyday as if a mantra,
I've gotten over it,
All the memories, all the flashbacks, everything,
But have i,
Ever!!!!

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Oh, just how,
Love can change perspectives,
It can make u win battles,
And then let u lose for love;
Oh, just how,
That one wince is so effective,
That one voice to be sinked in,
How great it is,
To fall in love,
To experience,
The simple beauties of life!!
Holding hands on roads,
Letting the rain drench u,
Smiling at that one old couple,
Oh, how great it is to be in love!!
Love that lasts a lifetime,
And even if it doesn't,
Who lets it go?
Nobody my dear, nobody,
That love remains forever,
There's that hole in the heart after that one person,
You just won't let anybody in,
Those tears would soak up,
But ur heart wouldn't be mended;
But still, how great it is to fall in love!!!!

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It'll never be over,
Ohh! How i realised,
That school love is never gonna end,
That teenage crush is never gonna fade,
How i started it,
And i ended it all,
But my heart stopped there,
It never moved on,
To those chirpy voices,
And the shine in the eyes while u smile,
Ohh! How it all remains the same,
This smile while remembering u all the time,
The cries while reminiscing over life,
Trust me,
It'll never be over,
You'll cling on to the person,
Or maybe the memories,
Coz that's not gonna fade......
I never believed in one time love,
Ohhh, how i believe it all........

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Everyday is a new battle against life!!






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Waqt me kahi aage v badh jau
Tho tu yaad rahega,
Tujhe bhul jana
Mumkin kaha,
Teri wo hasi
Aakhon ko lubhati thi,
Tera gham
Aaj v mann ko dukhata hai,
Hum juda ho gae ek duje se
Bs tu tho kahi mere Dil me reh gaya,
Teri yaadon ne tho wafa ki hai
Mujhe har waqt Tera zikr hua,
Hum kehte the
Kabhi na chhodenge ek duje ka sath,
Aaj iss mod pe khade hai
Na tu mera hai,
Na mai tumhari........

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Use taklif hai meri baaton ka,
Use mera pyaar nhi dikhta,
Use mera guroor dikhta hai,
Par mera guroor tho uske pyaar se hai,
Use mere shabd takleef pahuchate hai,
Mai use takleef me nhi dekh sakti,
Uska Dil pyara hai mujhe,
Usne apne gham me sabse pehle mujhe yaad kiya,
Mujhe usne apne pyaar ka Maan dia,
Ab kehta hai pyaar nhi karta,
Kaise maan lu itna kadwa jhuth,
Maine tho Tut k v usi se pyaar kiya....
Usne v tho utna hi pyaar Kia tha na mujhse,
Mere gusse ko v seh lega,
Ye waada Kia tha na mujhse,
Abhi tho puri zindagi sath chalna baki hai,
Kaise keh dia usne ki pyaar nhi karta.....

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To the last goodbye i bid,
When I didn't want to,
I clenched on to my heart,
And let him go,
I had tears in my eyes,
And I texted him how I've unloved him,
He kept saying I'm lying,
And i kept proving my lies right,
He said I was the only girl he loved,
That made me so happy,
That's something I'll keep in my heart till I reach my grave,
He gave me happiness when the whole world criticized me,
He saved me when I was my own villain,
I would've destroyed him too,
Had I been with him a little longer,
So i let him go,
On my own willingness,
Keeping my mouth shut,
And keeping my heart hidden,
And when bidding him goodbye,
I couldn't even say,
"Miss you"

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And then i missed him,
Like the moon would miss the sun,
Never together,
But feeling each other's presence......
I wouldn't say, it becomes awkward when I meet u at bay,
Just the tides seem to be carrying my soul within ur "hey"........
U talk to me, almost everyday,
They say almost is a lot,
For me, it's like counting the strings of guitar.....
And then there comes a day,
When my sky is left all alone,
Even when full of stars,
Will the sky look beautiful without the "Chaand".......
Ohhhh!!! Just how much I miss the presence of my "Chaand"........

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I'm at a loss of friends,
I don't know, who are real
And who are fake,
There have been so many,
So called best friends,
But then i found a girl,
Who really stayed,
Didn't go all day with me,
But stayed at the time of need,
She wouldn't exaggerate,
But then she would be there being great,
I don't have to thank her ever,
She makes me feel like,
I am the best,
She doesn't question my future,
She thinks, I'll do great,
And at the end,
There are all the friends in the world,
So called best friends,
But when I'll need her,
She will be there being her best❤️

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