I trusted you with my tears,
I stood bare, naked with all my fears.
Wasn't aware,
My insecurities would be tossed,
And my vulnerability will be crossed.
That I'll be such a burden,
"Cries so often, oh so sudden."
You wish I were a different gravy,
Not the manchild, the cry-baby.
I make you so scared to text,
How might I spoil your mood next?
I look at you as you read out those complaints.
I bargain with myself, I bargain to no end.
I would have asked you a few things,
But only if you cared.
I wish I had heard my best friend say
Stop being for people who don't choose to stay,
All the comfort out of you will they seek,
The moment you put your heart out,
You know what, You'll be called timid and meek.
You have been there for them, always available,
They never held you when you were vulnerable.
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