Waited for long….
Still waiting…..
Will wait…..

But, it will not be same again….

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I asked her, “Never forgive me”
She accepted!!!

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It’s time to end another chapter. Actually, you were the key of this crucial, most important chapter of my life. But now, accepting the reality (difficult matter), I feel, it’s better to end in this way. Without you, the story won’t move forward and it is going to be an unending end.
It doesn’t mean that I am breaking all my promises or ending this friendship. Never…. I will be there for you whenever you need me. That’s my promise.
I really miss you now. I tried to just act like what you are doing now. But it’s not working for me. You are still in my priority list.
You made me realise, the importance of you in my life. I will never get a great friend like you. This is my huge loss. And Here I am the real loser. Here I lost, most precious Gem of my life. I regret.
I lost my key!!!
I lost the treasure!!!
The end of most precious and most valuable chapter!!! Maybe the end of all connected chapters aswell!!! I tried to rebuild. But I am too late.
Thank you my dear for all your support. You are …..🥹🥹🥹
I miss you!!

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I won’t give up on us!!

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I just wish to talk to you a lot; But I am speechless
I just wish to express a lot; But I am inexpressive
I just wish send endless essays; But I am wordless
I just wish to recreate our golden days; But I am…….

I think, I also have started to send short inexpressive, lifeless, soulless, formal texts….
But this is not me…..
A fear…..
A fear of losing you again!!
A fear of losing my precious treasure!!

I can’t lose you again!!
But why!!??
You are my precious priceless treasure.
A true GEM!!!

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God’s plan on me and my choices!!!

God gave me a best plan for my life. But I asked for another plan that I wanted. He said, “Your wish”. I lost! Then I asked, “why did you give me this? Why did you made me suffer!? “
What he is supposed to respond!!?? 🤷🏻‍♂️
Again, He asked me to follow his plan.
Again I said, “No god…. I have another better plan for me that I can suffer in a better way.”
He said, “Your wish again”
cycle repeats…..

Life…..

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It was yes!!!
But now, it became big NO!
It was first priority!
Now it is not even Last!!
It was happiness!
Now it is ……(You fill it)

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Heartbreaking!!!
I lost my valuable gem!!
I don’t know whether it is recoverable or not….
But it’s a huge loss for me!!!
I will keep on waiting!!!!

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I lost again!!
Now I need to prove myself again!!!

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It’s painful to lose someone you love.
It’s painful to realise she doesn’t exist as earlier anymore…
It’s painful to………
Everything is painful…..
I lost myself by losing her.
But I still love her.
She is my best friend.
She is always there in my priority list.
I won’t leave her even if she doesn’t want me to be in her life.
One day, she will realise me as myself.
Waiting for that day.🤗🥰

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