The negative feelings

For many a times i tried to console myself from those negative feelings that gave me real nightmare during any time of the day ,feelings that literally wipe off my happiness and bring me to a whole new world where i found myself alone.
I always tried to pull myself away from those feelings but ultimately i found myself tangled into those feelings and then those tangled feeling suffocates me as if they want me to die.
I never let things go beyond my thinking capacity but dont know why those feelings dominate me upto a level where i feel like lifeless having just a body but no energy no soul nothing left inside me i dont know why.
I am aware of thing i have and i am really blessed to have those but still sometimes a kind of fear struck me from bottom of my foot to the top of my head it sticks to me and it starts playing with me letting me know that i am vulnarable towards my own emotions.

- Unprofessional writer