Before, it was matter of truth.
True, I did huge mistake,
True, we both mutually decided
True, you were down
But the truth is
I was down too if u noticed.

But now it's matter of choice,
You chose to go beyond
You chose to not forgive but forget me.
You chose to have her sit on your lap,
You chose to let her kiss you,
You chose to hurt me.

So, I have to be strong to chose too.
Not call you, when I wish to go to have ice cream in naturals, in that particular corner bench, in this pretty windy weather.

Not text you, when I wish to tell how much my day was stupid, and how much you mean.

Not cry for you.
It's hard to keep quiet and not fight for us.
But you chose something, someone else.
You chose.

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And somedays the sun doesn't appear at all,
No moon,
Just the night lasts all day.

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•The way•

The way out
of the hell or
a mind
is to
guide someone
the way into
the heaven or
a heart.

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After all these months,
I have realised
what I seek for is
HOPELESSNESS.
(Caption...)

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What if rain drops never made a sound?

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maybe I'm born for a very important purpose therefore God has made my body so strong and healthy.
maybe my existence has a greater value.
maybe there's someone or something that needs me.
maybe I am already unconsciously completing my unknown purpose.
maybe it'll all make sense when I grow old.

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How can the chaotic clouds slip down to be still?
Someone, please tell me,
What to do in the stillness?
How to not get lost in the whispers of birds?
How to stop touching the touch me not plant?
How to stop the thud of my heartbeat from my head?
How to not curl my curls more?

I love how still it is now
I truly do.
And I'm loving to stay confused about what I should do.

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•𝙢𝙮𝙥𝙖𝙡//

What are you, pal?
For some, you're a badge of love,
For some, you're just a pumping organ.
For some, you're the owner of true feelings,
For some, you're just another free emoji.

Having a large of you, a being considered as a kind metaphor,
And for some having a large of you is costing all year ECG cheques.

Some say it's easy to control you than the mind,
Well, as you have ears to sincerely listen up!?
Some say you cry easily,
Well, as you have eyes to let go of your tears!?
You are the only organ being created up in different colours, do you feel loved this way!?
Why is it you that we all relate to even when there are so many other organs in chordates too?
What is it about you, heart?
Start speaking up for yourself.

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Everybody deserves to be happy.
If not in the real world,
then in his/her mind.

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He asked as he paused his smile.

And then I stepped forward, looked straight into his eyes and said,
"I'll wait to see your natural smile again."
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