Dread of Loneliness
That breeze hastily flew without knitting my curls, juggling with my red pants and devouring my scars. It went bare and straight sparing silence for me, when I found no woman only discomfort swelled my face as I waited for my sisters to grant me their goodbye. At eighteen I heard verses that soared in my ears, that no misery is gentle, no demon is saint and not every daylight must vow melody of sun, dance of children and the smell of goodness. As I stood alive waving at the long, barren roads, tears washed my mirth, the bad odoour of sweat brought me sin as I yearned for everything, except things I saw on the way. For those castles had been thrashed and stolen and I can’t recall any dreams anymore, all seems utterly nice like evening sky blue, bright and shy but it isn’t
what I vision.
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