Since you left your memories are still fresh in my head,, you TORTURED me to an extent that even your thoughts scares me , being with you has a biggest impact on me.

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"You just can't end up
with people you love "
but it's hard to watch him changed. It's hard to know you lost all your strength n put all your life just to make him and build him..
I had this void of emptiness, and feeling of disappointment,
now it feels like I am in a darker zone but always paving a brighter path for him..

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I finally realise how ordinary you were I had this perfect version of you , I was blindly in love to see the real u. I always tried to fix us ,while I got betrayed anyway, iam stuck with the memories of yours I am still Revisiting those Old Lane, it hard to understand how you choose to leave
when I gave you my Soul ...

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Don't rewrite the
pattern of your pain.

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I know I'm not good at making choices but I was very clear for having you and I am still in the same state as you left me
°° I still LOVE you the same°°
but maybe I eventually forgive myself for putting you first. I wonder how you could live happily as if no bond we Shared,no promises we made,how you could sleep peacefully knowing you hurt someone who loved you truly.
you RUINED me completely..

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For all these years of
loving him and expecting nothing in return it hurts unknowingly,,
but I am carrying a heavy weight of my own expectation of being deeply loved.. I am not heel from my past trauma ,,but I still never lacked in comforting him..I accepted u and inevitably loved you,,but not for the one moment
you thought,,
to make me feel special

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I strived for love
I am too broken to be healed ,because all the lies I believed now it's been revealed.. I just wanted to be loved unconditionally ,I created a false reality and Manuscripted my way to love you but you shown me the harsh untold reality..

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Real love happens after you truly get to know someone after you
know there a darker side and the better side
when they stand with the all the flaws laid before you and
beyond the image of perfection...

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There is an effortless connection,,, pure and not forced ,,,,that's our bonding" sometime it seems like
°° I BROKE all my RULES JUST for
BEING WITH YOU °°....
and I'm, happy with a fact that
if it take^ time to make you mine^....
I want to establish a love ,
where our friendship
can grow deeper ...

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DYNAMIC of °°love°° is quite different from what being heard seen or exist,
but I have this inherit trait of Calmness and Convincing nature which
// keep us INVITABLE//

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