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She needed someone to handle her anger,
She found people who would leave her
alone when she was angry.

She was passionate about writing poetry
and wanted someone to listen to her poetry,
She found people who ignored her.

She needed someone to sit peacefully with in the evening,
She found people who brought darkness life to her.

She needed someone who could accept her for who she,
She found people who could change her.

She needed someone to make her laugh,
She found people who could deeply hurt her.

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Every story of mine is deeply rooted in words.
There is a search for a person in every word of mine,
to hide whom I have mentioned him only in words.

My words are the only way
to stay connected to him.
I never had a desire to get him,
nor was there any fear of losing him,
I just had a wish that
he should remain limited to my words.

As long as I have a pen in my hand,
only its mention is visible
through ink on the pages of feeling,
write something that never ends.
my own people should search for it
and keep reading me in search of it...!!

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वह घाट है मोक्ष का ,
वहाँ राख मिलेगी अहंकार ,अज्ञान,और लोभ की ,,

एक सत्य है जिससे सिहर जाए रुह भी ,
मिलती है रोशनी वहाँ आत्मा के लव की ,,

चित्कारो में गूंजती वेदना वहाँ ,
करुणा करती अपनों की तलाश भी ,,

मृत्यु है उद्धार स्वर्ग का द्वार भी ,
काया विलुप्त भस्म रूपी में बचता कुछ शेष भी ,,

जल जाती वहाँ‌ मानुष की हर एक जात भी ,
विसर्जित जल में होती फिर माया संसार की ,,

मैं चाहती हूं जाना, है ठहरना मना जहाँ आज भी ,
देखना है सच्चाई थोड़ा और मृत्यु के बाद की...!!

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This death is a very deeply connected part of life,
it takes our loved ones with it and keeps
them connected with us in life.

After losing a loved one, life seems to come to a standstill.
You can keep that person alive with you by thinking about him,
but you cannot meet that person, you cannot talk to him directly.

Some relationships keep us so emotionally connected
that when they break, when they leave us from where
we can never return, we keep looking for them.

Hope is lost from life but this life keeps us alive
in the memories of the person who has passed away
that that person is with us and sometimes this illusion is necessary
for us because this illusion makes us realize that our loved ones are with us...!!

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My search for peace
finished after seeing you ,
sometimes i feel like this
i will lose you ,
but then in that moment
Realised that
how can someone do this ,
Whoever snatches you from me.
I have attached you the most to myself ,
I have mentioned you every moment ,

Love is so different for you
That it frees me from my fears ,
awakens consciousness in me
Breathing in the open air ,

Understanding the depth of love ,
Love for you has taken me to the highest
heights of consciousness ,
Freedom to love even at a distance
felt close ,
Perhaps this is the only
trace of civilization among us...!

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प्रेम अगर इंतजार है तो मुझे ठहरना नहीं
प्रेम अगर सवाल है तो मेरे पास जवाब नहीं ,,

प्रेम अगर ख्वाब है तो मुझे देखना नहीं
प्रेम अगर मिलना है तो मुझे जाना नहीं ,,

प्रेम अगर लिखा है तो मुझे पढ़ना नहीं
प्रेम अगर वादा है तो मुझे निभाना नहीं ,,

प्रेम अगर खामोशी है तो मुझे पसंद शोर ही
प्रेम अगर रोशनी है तो मुझे रहना अंधेरे में ही ,,

प्रेम अगर आग है तो मुझे जलना नहीं
प्रेम अगर राज़ है तो मुझे जानना नही ,,

प्रेम अगर ज़रुरी है तो मुझे जरुरत नहीं
प्रेम अगर आवाज है तो मुझे सुनना नहीं ,,

प्रेम अगर सच है तो मुझे विश्वास नहीं
प्रेम अगर भावना है तो मुझे समझना नहीं...!!

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जरूरी नहीं हर सुबह अपने लिए खास हो,
जरूरी नहीं हर शाम बाद आखिरी रात हो!

जरूरी नहीं सबका मिलना इत्तेफाक हो,
जरूरी नहीं हर कहानी में किरदार हो!

जरूरी नहीं मुकम्मल हर ख्वाब हो,
जरूरी नहीं हर खामोशी में कोई बात हो!

जरूरी नहीं हर राह में कोई साथ हो,
जरूरी नहीं हर किसी से गहरी बात‌ हो!

जरूरी नहीं हर रिश्ते में अपनों जैसा बर्ताव हो,
जरूरी नहीं हर तकलीफ में पास बैठी माँ हो!

जरूरी नहीं हर पन्ने पर लेखनी का दाग हो,
जरूरी नहीं हर पत्र में छुपा कोई राज हो!

जरूरी नहीं हर ज़ख्म पायाब हो,
जरूरी नहीं जरूरी हर बात हो...!!

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I have kept you where
if anyone wants to see me,
you can be seen there !

I have neither imprisoned
you nor tried to bind you to me,
i have set you free.
my freedom is seen in your freedom !

When you breathe open air,
when you talk about
seeing the world with your eyes,
i too do not feel suffocated !

Keeping my love beyond you
is a proof of my love for you.
i also like it when you
do something new and try
to change it with your perspective...!!

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The moments spent with you
have been mentioned on one page.
Contradiction is a rare feeling
when I look into your eyes ,
even from close quarters .

I'm imprisoned in the realm of love
and you are free of all things .
All the imaginations of the mind have faded ,
but the touch of your hands has not left .

Luck always makes me stand in front of you
but does not let me come close to you .

In how many words I cover you every day,
my feelings keep rising with words....!

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no matter how much I write
about something
or..........
I decorate the pages
with so many words everyday ,
but..........
I will never be able to find
words that can describe you ,
no matter how hard I think ,
no words in the depths of words ,
in which every aspect of the comfort
spent with you can be mentioned
But still I want to wander
for every word that keeps me
connected to you...!!

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