I consumed sleeping pills to commit suicide
Half dead and half alive lying on the hospital bed
I was thinking I am half dead for the one who ditched me, the one whom I loved the most
Half alive for those who loved me the most
Where I stand stand now
Next to the death or next to the life
Sleeping all the time for weeks together due to effect of the pills I saw as if death is standing next to me and waiting for me to go to deep sleep and he will take me along with him
Life knew the idea of death and hence shake me every now and then and whisper me my ears please wake up otherwise death will win and those who loves you the most will lose
And after struggling for weeks finally I woke up from my grief.
Rekha Khanna
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