I am late for home today.
Like always.
Priorities misplaced!
They say.
I carry the guilt,
of not having enough time for things,
Which they feel really matter.
I..... I keep them for later.
Like pushing phone calls, to be made
Like putting off books to be read
Like delaying, hungry stomachs to be fed
That said,
What do u do, when what you do and what needs to be done
Do not coincide?
Like you are tied,
with an invisible rope
On both sides
One end your People, on the other your Pursuits!
Why is it always a choice?
Why is it always an obligation or duty or responsibility.
Or call it things you must do.
That you develop an ability,
Of judging your own self.
Judging your own self,
To match up to
ideal images,
idol references,
idle minds feeding you,
about things you should do and what you should not.
Right from your start.
And there is no end to the guilt of choosing one over the other.
Every single day.
And I am late for home today.
- Pratiksha Ghadigaonkar
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