And my heart became a little graveyard of the pieces I lost.

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We're may be a bit of everything
and may be full of nothing at all.

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But darling it ain't cool when you don't open up,
It hurts my heart to know a heart like yours
Had been torn apart too much
that you had to shut it up.

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\\Normal again?//

All I want is to be normal again.
I want to smile when someone says hi
instead of preparing for the worst.
I want to talk when someone's
willing to listen to me patiently.
I want to live without wishing for my last breath.
I want to see the world instead of living under
fictional curtains of my mind.
I want to smile without thinking
what bad is yet to happen.
I want to dream without being ripped out of it.
I want to be vulnerable in someone else's arms
without fearing their questions.
I want to love without preparing
for a heartbreak to stand.
I want to be open again like I was.
And probably I just want to be normal again.

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It really breaks my heart how people around us assume we're fine. They just think nothing in the world can go wrong with us, but sadly only we know what's going wrong.

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COMEBACK TO ME

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//Hoping it's you//

I still search for you in crowds,
In the streets, looking at the faces walking by,
I peep through the car windows,
Just hoping it's you.

In the dark sky, shinning moonlight,
Sitting on empty fields,
Looking around everytime,
Hoping it's you passing by.

In my dreams, you're always there, every night,
You smile at me sweetly, holding love within your eyes,
I feel your presence around me,
But every time I try to touch, you fade away.

I don't know where you are now,
The last time we met,
Was may be years ago,
Yet I hope, we'll cross paths someday.

I have learnt to live on my own,
I have learnt to live without you,
Yet, every time I hear my name called,
I only pray, it's you.

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Sometimes you need to be a demon,
To fight with the ones inside you.

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Sometimes I hope someone notices those tears behind my smile but then, I think even if someone notice them will it be any better?

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Our dreams are just visions of what we feel in our subconscious mind;
But why does every night I see myself die?

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