Stoop low

It's funny to see how She stoop low.
Once untouched now begging for more.
She was legit and now where is that glow?
There were time when she want
Nothing but space and now it's
Hardly to see any remain...
They are laughing on situations she is in .
But they don't know,she is at highest peak
What time is it again?
Forget she even ask that ,umm 10.
What matters is that how much pain she bear.
Give her more ,more than she can take.
Cause who cares for God sake.

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Questions

They judge me on 20 min of questions,
They test if I am enough with the knowledge i have content.
They judge it cause I am selling.
It should have to be like that.
But when I see this sea .
Even when I am full , I am empty.
Even when I repeat it ,
It has no value if am
not able to express it .
Nobody told me to be punctual .
But I see I am lacking. I see but never try to modified , even I try it would be never enough.
I have the solution in my hand ,
I have it all the time .
So what's stopping me .
You will say I am lazy, believe me
It's fine for assumptions in fake reality.
Will try to improve what know the best .
To take it to reach where
No one can move the position I am in.

Nilam
@whisper_of_theheart

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Innocence

Sometimes innocence can be harmful.
those who always take advantage of you.
Why it is fair to treat them good,
When they treat you shit.
Is it that their age or that their hierarchy.
Give them easy way out for their mistakes.
Or is it your innocence that you ignore all sins of others towards you.

Shameless?? Who should be shameless .
Who give them right to ask you a question.
When they are not even afraid of their own mistakes.
It make me scream my soul out.
When they laugh at you .
It make me want to tear them apart
And throw their flesh in gutar.

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Gratitude

Whenever I feel
I have less ,
Will think about
What's I have best.
If I have clothes,
Food and shelter.
Then that's enough.
Whenever I feel
Down and low,
Think about people
With sleepless nights on road.
And that's when I know
I have More give than borrow.
With whole heart of gratitude,
Seeking wholeness without sorrow.
------Nilam-------

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Left me halfway

What to do now
Trying not to judge or laugh.
Fire which you started
Finished with water of flush.
This torture I can not burry.
Neither I scream out of curiosity.
What is that we are doing wrong?
Now all communications stopped and drawn...
Is it my fault?
That I lost interest
Or is it yours that you
Call only when you needed to fuck?
What's that we are doing wrong?
Why I always want to find a way
On these pages?
Why can't I reach yo you
In your senses?
You just left me halfway....

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Ask me what I like

You are doing right
Just right before it ends.
Ask me what I like .
Ask me where to touch.
Ask me where
we both want to be.
I know you doing fine.
But I always want more.
We can always have more.
Unless we don't care.
I am willing to take risks
If you willing it with me.
And we both will reach,
Where we want to be.
Ask me where to go
Ask me how to go,
Ask me if I feel the same
What you feeling for.

Nilam
@whisper_of_theheart

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Real in imaginary

If I can't feel it
Then it's in my head.
It's not real
What I seek till
I get .
Imginary feelings
Which I wanted to be real.
This body got numb
And want your warmth.
Satisfaction is just myth
Cause it's all game
Of you and mine.
No matter how much we do it,
If we are not doing right.
Then it's all in my head
And it's not real...

@whisper_of_theheart
Nilam

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Broken , healed again and stepped up for own defence. Pumped up with awesome energy to write it all down .

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नात्यांचा गोडवा

हक्काची नातं,
जीव ओतून ‌काळजी घेत.
कोणी नसतं तेव्हा ते असतं.
माझ्यासाठी माझं हक्काच नातं
माझ मोलाचं नातं.
गहिवरून येतं मन
कितीतरी वेळा
आठवणींनी पाझरलेल्या मायेने.
मग भिञ्या सस्यासारख
कुशीत लपत हे तन.
कृपेच्या पदराखाली मायेचं
सुख मिळावं अन्
तन मन तृप्त व्हाव.

निलम
@whisper_of_theheart

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