I have claustrophobia. That's why may be I felt suffocated in your heart.

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I feel hot, I feel cold
I feel in the middle.
I feel at once and then absolutely nothing at all.
Anxiety cradles my bone like
a mother with her new born baby
And somehow it feels like comfort, mild inconveniences burn hotter than thousand suns inside my mind and those who come near me turn into ash.
I feel nothing, I feel everything
I go to sleep and do it all again.

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If brokenness is a form of art,
Darling,
you have turned me into a masterpiece...— % &

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I hope one day you ll realize I did truely care for you.I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up with you, refusing to give up on you. You're gonna regret everything you have done to me including all the damaged you have caused. And someday when you'll turn back..I won't be waiting for you any longer..I might have been worthless to you but you'll miss me..— % &

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Try and shut me off for one more night,
You'll see the world fading its colour, turning your world into black and white.
Then try to welcome me for one more night,
You'll see all the colors returning
Like one stroke of a paintbrush at a time..— % &

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If you held on
a little longer
I would have tricked destiny into lasting us forever

-may be that's what scared you...— % &

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So badly
the heart wants to cry
And to stop those tears
everyday I desperately try....— % &

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I cried a million invisible tears,
Screamed for the love I deserve
You couldn't hear the words inside my head.
I was too afraid to speak
Begged for you in all my prayers
Fought uncountable bad thoughts and
Everything in silence to afraid
to make a sound in misery....— % &

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I was
I was always a half-read book to them
Where they placed a bookmark
and returned
when they had no one else to read...— % &

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You are too recent to be forgotten
Too painful to be remembered..

Once your name tasted like an equisite wine ..and now
it feels like a splash of vinegar.

Now you look like something I drew with my left hand...— % &

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