The day you left my hand felt like a sky falling over

A sky with zillion stars
Glowing like little diamonds
Which drizzled like hail

But the moon kept still
Waiting there patiently for the sun to shine again...

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The water was getting clear
Bit by bit
Dirt sedimenting done....
The clear bottom was going to appear
Day by days
Silent and still
But last night when a corner of the clear bottom was almost visible.... A storm came by to devastate it.
The water returned to its state
Opaque....

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Distance made me value our proximity
Space made me value your vicinity
Time made me realise your worth
But at the same time your actions made me realise
I'm way more worth it than I thought I was.

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Just don't disappear
Confront me
Let me know
That you don't wanna stay

Don't rush your way out
I know may be I can't fix it anymore
But atleast I would know your reasons
Reasons that once made you smile
Reasons that once made you stay

Don't just walk away
Give me reasons to repent upon
The reasons I will try not to repeat
The reasons that will bring bring you back to me... As memories

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Isn't it funny
Every chapter in your book speaks about them
But your name never even shows up in their epilogue

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সবুজে মোরা পাহাড়
যেখানে সূর্য প্রথম খুঁটি গাড়ে
হালকা আলোর ছোয়ায় যেই পাহাড় ঘুম থেকে ওঠে
হারিয়ে গেলে খুঁজো আমায় সেখানেই
যেখানে সূর্যের সাথে মেঘের খুনসুটি লেগেই থাকে।
গাছের ফাঁকে পরিযায়ী পাখিরা যেখানে আশ্রয় খোঁজে....
খুঁজো আমায় সেইখানেই
হয়তো কোনোদিন পাহাড়ের মাঝে ছোট এক বাসায় পাবে আমায়
হারিয়ে যাবো আবার নাহয় ....ইচ্ছে করেই ।
আচ্ছা ইচ্ছে করে হারিয়ে গেলে ঠিক কেমন হয়.....
খুঁজবে আমায়?
হালকা শীতের হাওয়ায় যখন পাশের আগুনটা নিভূ নিভূ হয়ে আসবে .... ধোয়াটা লক্ষ করে আসবে আমায় খুঁজতে?
পাহাড়ি নদীর স্রোতে একটা কাগজের নৌকা যদি ভাসিয়ে দি ..... যাবে সেটা তোমার কাছে?
ভিজে কাগজটা পেলে তার কোনে লেখা আমার নামটা পড়তে পারবে?
খুঁজবে আমায় কোনোদিনও?
ওই অন্তহীন পাহাড়ের কোলে?

-মধু 🌸

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I feel numb....
The voices in me shout for their escape
The voices are scary and loud,
They shout like howling hungry wolves
But I still feel numb...
Words that were fighting and rustling
for their escape tumble down my throat....
The tangled tongue can't utter a word...
The dry throat crave for a tear
Salty grief rolling down the cheeks
Quench its thirst and..
Those scary voices tumble down my throat
With that little drop of grief.

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Nowadays only the moon shines....
I seek for the faded glitters of your eyes
Those shiny bright eyes....
Like twinkling stars in the sky....
Like pearls in the ocean....
Waves on the shore...
Cold winter breeze....
They told me how much you loved me....

But one day they told me there was someone else....more beautiful,
Gradually , day by day you became the beholder.....

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The branches swayed
The leaves flattered
A cool breeze blew
Her silvery greys waved themselves with the breeze
She was counting her days.....
Days which will never come back
She was witnessing the beauty of spring
A spring which will never come back in her life

She was waiting for darkness
Sitting in her twilight, she flashbacked into her sunny mornings.....
Mornings of joy

Her Sun had set....she waited for the Moon
But she never knew it was a new moon night....

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The heart is a stone now
The violets have dried out

The leaf...... Brownish yellow.....
Scattered in the ground
Not a single feet crushes them

The breeze has turned into a storm
The small waves have turned into humongous ones,
Raging throughout..... Shouting, howling.....
Inside...

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