I don't want to see their face again.
The people who at the slightest discrepancy, drew conclusions, spoke ill & bitched about me or maybe my loved ones!
Sometimes I go into an ultimate awe, when I see the tendency certain heads have to forget ups & remember only lows that might have occurred unintended or due to a situation.
It's one of the rules of my life that, draw the line & discard people who remember the 3% not so good times & judge on those parameters, neglecting the legit 97% good you did to them.
When you meet people who believe 97<3! Run! They will play with your mental health & waste your time plus efforts. Cos you are in there, till it benefits them.
They have the "you have to agree to me mindset" cos you can only be wrong & they can always be right. If they say 2+2=5. Just say absolutely! If they say cow goes meow & cat goes moo, you would have to say, that's correct!
You don't consider such individuals humans. Who can't absorb 3% deviation & expect 100% perfection from any relation. Their thinking is of an inhumane being. An Ungrateful one! Thankless one! A rigid one! The boastful one! Who might end up being the lone perfect one with zero real relations!
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Raabtay khatam honay se,
Rishtay khatam nai hotay
Ki, waasta kal ka ho ya kab ka
Ye tootay dil sonay nai deta!
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Tootay sitary!
Murjhaye phool!
Bikhray sapny!
Choor huay sheeshay
Dil mai daraarien
Katay rishtay
Khoobsoorat cheezein mukamal nai rehti!-
Saal beet gaye,
Par daur ab b aisa hai
Ki tum roz yaad atay ho,
thoda thoda!-
So about a year back, I gave up writing for almost a good amount of time.
Why did I do so? Just because of the impulse or maybe frustration towards my heart for feeling what it felt.
I was basically escaping from the reality that had an impact on me psychologically or emotionally. I was trying to put curtains & hide behind the doors.
After a few months, I was still feeling & writing but with in my brain.
My heart would say yes to the questions my brain would say no to.
My mind after a severe continuous tiff with my brain, won! At the end my brain validated what my heart felt.
I admit, I took the longest to realize. Maybe that realization has no meaning!
But to do peace with my little heart & fragile soul, I accepted. I accepted the situations and facts & I started expressing again to none but myself & the paper.
I started writing again!
I must say acceptance over escape helps. Though it demands courage!
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Tum muje logu mai dhoondogay,
Aur agar yoon hua ki,
koi hu ba hu mujh sa milgaya,
Tou mai maan lungi,
Ki muhabbat mai meri hi kami thi!
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Chalo tumai aik baat kahu,
Baat kehne k kuch sharat hai!
Sawaal koi nai, tum honth silo,
Dil pe haath, tum meri baat suno!
Kayin baar yoon hua,
Tum mere pass na hokay b, mere samny se guzary!
Mann hi mann mai tumse poochu,
Ye kya hua aur kyn hua?
Fr sarr pe haath, mathay pe shikan,
Mai khud se hi ye kahon
Dil k tou ye khel hai saaray,
Kisi tarha se tumai yaad krny k!
Suba uth kr,
Chaand ko dekh kr, abr aur barish mai!
Chalo ab jo hai so hai,
Masla ye hai ki, dil ab ye poochta hai mujse!
Kab tk chalega ye sab,
Na wo tumharay pass aur tum usay door!
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Jispe beetay wohi janay,
Ki shaukh se koi mohabbat k dukh nahi likhta!
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