Learnt reading
became friends
with stories, my
first forever story.

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When her people have problems
she is there all strong and
stubborn, but when she has
problems she cries and fights
having some special people
by her side, with every new problem
she has learnt to be strong and
independent, now if you want her
to be with you love won't be enough,
you gotta remind her that she can
trust, she can lean on and depend,
it will be hard because she only knows
how to be on her own, she has forgotten
her wish to have someone of her own,
and if you remind her chances are she
might try while being all strong and
stubborn with her problems.

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Little things are important
we say and I believe,
little things that make me
smile, make me laugh
make me happy, and
sometimes sad too,
yes sad too,
hence sometimes I need to
let go of those little things
in my head that worries me,
that hurries me before
they carry away me
from the little things I love,
little things I enjoy because
those little things are important.

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Every once in a while
there comes a time
that I want to run away
from life run away from
myself, but eventually
I return and live with myself
start to become happy,
yet that's not enough if I don't
know myself a little more
love myself a little more, and
don't forget myself while living
otherwise, I am at risk of forgetting
myself that I will again fear everything
and there will come a time that
I want to run away from life
run away from myself, although
I can save myself always with the
love of loved ones and remembering
I still can love myself If I try to
If I choose to and I can live forever
with myself and my life.

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I have waited long enough for
everything, for lots of things,
or maybe one or two that
seemed everything, and funny
I get nothing, I think I almost
get it and then nothing, and
now some days it is like
I want nothing and just have
what I have and maybe that's
everything and enough to
go through the life and someday
I will start living and that will be
more than enough and everything.

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Waking up early is hard
when getting to sleep is
not easy, but when I try
when I need to, I do and
I find nothing is easy
like morning breeze
that I feel on my face
even when I wake up dizzy,
and to get that ease
I can try to work hard
try to get to sleep fast
except for the days I am
reading book that keeps
me awake at night
even if the next day gets crazy
that waking up early will be
hard when getting to sleep
wasn't easy.

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My Active Poem

As soon as I wake up
my brain starts with the
last dream, and picks up
the hot topic it has chosen
for days to churn until
I get to the work desk I own,
and then it is more happy as
it has a lot to do and a lot to say,
but as soon as I am done
it is just waiting there, and
I am smart too that I have
numbing jog ready there,
though there is a time
that my body too walks
thirty minutes at night
so it knows it's active too,
and oh as soon as I hit
the bed brain says it is
my favourite time of day
you can sleep a little more
in the morning the next day,
then sleep arrives sometime
though dreams occupy
most of its space but I still
hope one day I will sleep
better, one day I will
think less and live more
till then I will be an active
clock which runs twenty-four
and goes into sleep mode
only before it wakes up again
and goes into active mode.

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Listeners are great says everyone
one who listens without interrupting,
without judging, one who listens as
long as you need are great, well yes
that is true but I think not everytime,
yes I said not everytime only listening
is enough when it's about near and
dear once, after listening what you say,
how you react or respond it matters
you talk about the matter that matters,
and that's the conversation and that's
the communication that matters
no matter how great listener
you are anyway.

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Longing for long,
I stopped, now enjoying
tranquility for life-long.

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It took her long
to know she is
perfectionist, one
who always thought
doing things properly
is the only way to do
the things,
she wonders sometimes,
is it some disease and then
says whatever it is, even
now having learnt that not
everything and everyone
can be perfect she still
do her all efforts as
much as better she could,
because she doesn't know
any other way,
although she is getting
better at learning world
has its ways that
she has to let them be
and be a little more easy
with herself.

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