With every ounce of my love
With every piece of my soul
I love you
For every struggle we've faced
For every hurdle we've cleared
I thank you
I've changed and grown
I've can now see what you've known
I love you
The amount of love and advice
The amount of tears and sacrifice
I thank you
With each step that I take in life
I wouldn't be this far without you
I love you, Happy Mother's day

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Take a sip of my anger I've been drowning in
The evils in my heart leaving me prone to sin
Then again...
The light blinding the darkness hidden as tears stream
Pushing back the devils haunting my thoughts and dreams
I still scream
Does anyone hear me?
I loath this feeling
Repeating
Over and over the toll of the bell
Swelling in my mind until...
The silence of my acceptance
The aptitude of my strength realizing
I am light and dark always swirling
Always mixing,
Always shining.

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What's more important?
How you feel or how someone feels about you?
Or is it how your presence changes either?
Did I hurt you or did my lack of being there hurt you?
The hardest questions to ask yourself are the hardest answers to hear.

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It was here I bled hoping for a chance
It was here I wept hoping for change
It was here I began a new
It was here I ran from you

Still growing still trying
Still sewing Still tying the shredded pieces of who I was

While losing trust
Isn't or wasn't the plan
My stagnant rust
My crumbling hands

I couldn't remain idle
My emotional survival in peril
I followed the signs and made it this far
Earning each scar
Dragging each part
Mending things now?
Where do we start?

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Shattered into pieces ripped at my seams
Just torn asunder facing utter defeat
The bottom of my heart hopes for better but the lightning and thunder makes me wonder
Is it me am I playing the victim not looking within to find my truth
I cut my teeth on self-hatred and emotional deflection
Paying my penance with my broken shards
Buying smiles with the threads of my frayed mental state
Infinitely digging a grave not to climb out of but to be paved
I've seen help and felt it's grace but I don't have it in me to ask
Not today...

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This dark cloud looms overhead as the vultures circle, the thought of survival hurts more than the thought of fading away. Return to the dust my head rings only to be reminded of the people in my heart I'd selfishly leave behind. A candle in a dark room bombarded by a storm, flicker little candle but never go out...

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Be still my heart as it cries out for thee
The soul for whom I'd sacrifice all to love infinitely
May any who stand against your power lose all will
Or fall to my blade should the not kneel
For your I shall server for eternity
Unless I find out you're the one that murdered me...

Till death,
Your knight

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Chase dragons, slay demons, become royalty and, punch your archenemy in the face. Wow that's all in 24hrs and what's next become a god? Good stay on your grind!

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Love is my pen as I spin this thread, a bead of ink that turns to silk,
Beautifully wrapped around your lips and mind,
No longer wasting time after tasting triumph,
The reminder that my trails make me strong,
Always be will to admit when I'm wrong,
That realizing the past is further than yesterday means I've grown.

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It was my quest for glory that lead me here, the unending uphill climb. The thought of stopping to take in the sights only slows the growth of my power. Bound by the promise of bringing honor to my people, to my allies, nay my family. I bare my very soul as I continue to sharpen my skills as a warrior with pen. As my ink will remain as the scars fade.

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