It worries me how everyone talks about heartbreaks and pain it causes but no one cares about the mental suffering one goes through right before heartbreaks. All the heartbreak stories I have heard or told, they always had something in common, everything in the beginning was beautiful and then, before anyone noticing anything, everything was ruined and hearts were reduced to pieces. Why no one talks about the things that cause the cracks which weakens the strongest hearts before shattering them? Probably because those things are too little to be noticed. A few missed calls, being a little less important to someone every new day or someone simply walking away so slowly that you don't hear the footsteps. But the problem with the hearts that have been broken and healed is that they can sense the cracks now. They recognise the road that leads to devastation. Nothing is too little for them to be noticed. It may sound like a super power to have but, in fact, it's a curse. Nothing can be more shattering than knowing you are going to die again soon and not knowing the 'when' but being certain about the death. You wait for it and, at the same time, wish that it doesn't happen.
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