My words are not enough to show the gratitude of all the blessings that i received from God in this year of 2022. Still I must say that I am million times thankful to God 🙏for all the ups and downs of my life. I lost my first love with whom I thought to stay together forever. I lost my mental peace , happiness and hope to fall in love again. I was dying silently every day in my mind. Somehow I stood again with all my courage and God's blessings because I knew my mistakes of past can't write my future. If I did something wrong so I need to be better version of myself for all the lovely people around me that keeps me alive and loves me unconditionally. I also did appreciable work in my career and fulfilled my few wishes. I am grateful for this achievement of 2022.

In 2023, I will again work hard to accomplish my all goals and dreams. I will enjoy my life with more freedom of trips. I will become foodie and make memorable memories with lovely people. I can't say anything about love. 😉

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Uss raat usse bahut kuch kehna tha.
Lekin sabse pehle uski naraazgi aur gusse ko sehna tha.
Mein sirf apne rishte mei usko aansun de payi.
Aur usne chaar baatein buri bolkar mujhko khud roya aur sirf apni sachhi mohabbat nibhayi.
Galti karna insaan ki fitrat hai.
Aur galti karke sab kuch thik karne ki ummeed mei koshish karna shayad meri fitrat hai.

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Samay bhi ek pal mei badal jata hai.
Jisko hum chahte hai vahi hame chhodkar chala jata hai.

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One fine day, I was scrolling on your quote.
From nowhere, I just came across of your quote.
As I started reading that quote, I couldn't stop myself and searched your account on your quote.
Your every word felt like pure love drug in my body.
I kept reading your all quotes with smile and without any hope and story.
This feeling doesn't matter to you. You don't believe me, I know.
Perhaps the time was wrong but my feelings were always real and are still pure. Do you know?
It is easy for you to forget me because I am a small ugly star in your sky.
It is impossible for me to forget you because you are still moon with some flaws in my sky.
Everyone deserves second chance to be better person. So do I.
I pray every day for your forgiveness. I need to call and talk to you. May i ?

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Mana mei galat hun aapki nazro mei ab bhi
Lekin aap to mere dil mei vahin ho ab bhi...
Vishvaas to aap karte nahi mujh par ek pal bhi
Jis din khuda ne mila diya aapse, uss din mere aankhon ki nami dekhkar shayad aap bhul jao sab kuch, ek pal hi sahi...
Aapse baat na hone ki kami har din mehsoos hoti hai ab bhi
Aapka call kabhi aayega nahi, ye sachayi jhoot banti kyon nahi...
Aap dus baatein sunaoge es dar ke bavjood, apne sabse khaas din par aapko call karne ki himmat phir jinda karungi
Aapki nafrat mehsoos karke apne khaas din par sabse jyada rokar phir bhi aapki utni hi respect karungi...
Aapki kami shayad koi puri nahi kar sakta abhi
Please vapas aa jao hamesha ke liy, sirf ek pal ke liy nahi...

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Now I sleep with tears in my eyes every night.
Now I live alone without any hope and delight.
Now I don't text to anybody.
I am still stuck in past with somebody.
I can't change my past mistakes.
However,I am trying hard to get over from my past memories.
I wish, I can fix everything.
I wish, I can go back in time with my everything.

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Praying everyday for someone who can feel deep sadness of my eyes.
Praying for someone who can break all walls around me and come straight into my heart.
Praying for someone who can read my silence and feel my regret of all past mistakes.
Praying for someone who can accept me with all flaws and let me enjoy this life with him in love again.
Praying for someone who can understand me and face all worst circumstances with me.
Praying for someone who never leaves me for my mistakes but makes me better person and makes me smile with his presence.
Praying for someone who grows with me and becomes my backbone like my Mom.
Praying for someone who always tries to talk to me and never makes me feel like worst girl.
Praying for someone with whom I can spend my day and night without any fear and restrictions.

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Jo dard sach ke raastey par chalte hue dusro ko diya,
Aaj vahi dard mere poore sharir mei vish ki tareh ab phel hi gaya.
Dard itna hai ki ab hosh bhi nahi aa raha,
Lagta hai ye dil ab jeene ki ummeed hi chhod raha.

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Uske gusse se mei bahut darti hun.
Lekin pasand karna nahi chhodti hun.
Hum dono mei kabhi lagta jameen aasmaan ka antar hai.
Vaise vo insaan meri duniya ka to nahi isliye sabse alag hi dikhta hai.
Messages mei to vo meri jaan le leta hai, kabhi gusse se to kabhi besharmi se.
Lekin call par baat karo to jyada gussa nahi kar pata hai, shayad meri sweet si aawaaz ki vajah se.
Pata nahi usko kitna feel karke sahi samjha hai.
Ab dooriyaan likhi hai hamare bich to buss esi ko sahi manna hai.

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You have left me alone , seems like forever.
Now I really hate you but I know this hatred won't last forever.
I still wish to meet you in person someday.
But I don't want to see you with your lover or wife in any way.
You might be wrong guy for me. However my heart believes that you hide your loving side towards me.
I am really thankful to you for all those heart soothing moments which you spent with me in this digital world.
If you ever miss me,maybe you won't but if you do so don't think too much, just make a call to connect with me in this digital world.
I might get emotional after hearing your voice.
Will you ever call me to hear my sweet voice?

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