मेरे विचारों की तरह, न कोई मंजिल है, न कोई ठिकाना।
क्या ही किसी को अब बोलना, हाले मंजिल जो है।
भटकती रातों की दास्तां, खुले आसमां,
चमकते सितारों के दरम्यान
जो बूंदे छलक रहीं हैं यादों में उसकी,
आंखें तरह रहीं हैं देखने उसको एक नज़र।
रिश्ता तो कहने को कुछ नहीं,
पर बातें जो हुई हैं दिल की, उनका कोई मोल नहीं।
मुझसे ना पूछना हाल, थरथरा कर भी भटक रहा हूं रातों के संग, की शायद कोई मंजिल मिला दें उससे कहीं।

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I knew, I fucked up !

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Let your hands swirl on me.
Explore the hindering us.
Slowly put your curves on me.
Let me hold you firm.
Put your hands on me.
Whisper your conundrums.
Move your hands, explore me,
Kiss me, bite me, Be wild on me.
Night be the witness of our play.
Put your hand on me.Hold me tight,
dig your nail, scratch my back.
Let your hands feel me shiver.
Sweat with me, breath with me,
moan with me. Pull me inn. Wrap me up.
Untill the morning shine.

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I found myself in a distinct
notion of knowing you, yet
being a stranger. Smiling
upon an unknown dream
of having you. Slowly fading
in the crowd of hast and
wanting.

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I'm in a calm hurricane. Let it settle, don't make me swallow you in it. He stood there for eternity for her to return. Calmly waiting for her to settle her hurricanes. She forgot, she had already swallowed him the day, she said I need you to be with me. Now he is a storm with a smile and laugh. Loving the memories, smiles and whispers of her giggles in his ears. With every sunset dying a little too much. Breathing heavily to calm the storm within, foolishly hoping the hurricane settles soon with a sunrise. — % &

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I'm in the notion of emotions. I feel little too much tonight. So forgive me if i tell you something too emotional. Make you feel awkward and unbalanced. Whispered my concious emotions, as I turn to subconscious feels. Remembering people and the memories they left behind for me, to look back. I dose in the dopamine. Submit myself to the callings of some strange yet loving memories with some pain.— % &

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Flames turn blue as the circle of life meets the intersection of death. I relive the musing evenings spent with you. In the hopes to meet you again and stay beside you. Laughing and crying, kissing and hugging. Making a reason to live more n more longer and forever. Lost in the hopes of flames don't runout. I seek shelter in graveyard. Seeking to drift within your memories. — % &

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In the evenings gazing in the empty surroundings. In the hopes of getting your glimpse. A smile, some giggles and whispers. As my senses tries to bring me back to reality of your absence and a looming fragrance from your scarf that lives around my nack. Slowly loosing senses into our memories. — % &

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Tonight , I seat with devil.
To raise a toast for all the deeds.
As, I narrate the story of a mortal
being to a celestial. The Muse covers
the hell with a smoke of, my anxiety,
sadness, joys and a utter emptiness.
As devil dwells on the notions and
demons await to enjoy my soul.
I strive to settle in the distress of
hurting the only, I ever love the
most. I call the devil to make a deal.
To let me conclude the sanity in insanity.
To let me request one last forgiveness,
which was given, without even
asking and me realising.
I stand in the hell. With a smile.
Knowing I will be relinquish.
And be inate in the hell, not to be
diluted but to conquer. And keep
the flow of pain.
Let me settle, let me be in pain.

As demons start to dance and devil laughs— % &

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Bhulaiya nahi bhul sakta hu.
Har baar yaad aa hee jati ho.
Fir raat kuch awazo k sath
kati hai. Khamoshi se subha
katna ko piche daudti hai.
Lakin mai bhee dhit hu,
hassi sa gala laga kar
khud ko hee guma
deta hu uski unn muskrati
galiyon mai. Or ek hassi
khud pehen leta hu usse
chupana k chakkar mai.

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