Ecstatic my eyes swing
Dreams with such vivid colors
The melting point of reality and illusion...
U see both becoms the same...
For a moment u doubt
The next moment u live
The very next u feel the aquaintance even before birth
Imagination of happiness becomes crystal clear and widens to infinite boundary
Absence have never been this devastating
Every second counts to minute
Every minute counts to hours
Presence has never felt this blissful
Every green radiates sharp pure green
Every color Bursts into infinite dimensions
Meaning for life is benchmarked
Sad becomes trivial and runs out of meaning
The fourth dimension, the connection that has no visible strings
But so strong the strings, breaking it becomes near impossible
The feeling of love for the first time
So ideal so perfect, time skips a beat to realise its indeed truth...

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Walk across the milky way
Far from whr we could breath
With just the sanity of my love
With the hope of being loved
With no sense of time
Clock stops walking thru miles
So as it rests in peace
The time dialates
The pain no longer pains
No matter The grey matter defies gravity.... 
Love is the only thing that stays...
Far from the galaxy
But so near in space
As the time dialates
We walk thru the slow space
No air no light no fire no land no wind no time but love stays... 

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Walk across the milky way
Far from whr we could breath
With just the sanity of my love
With the hope of being loved
With no sense of time
Clock stops walking thru miles
So as it rests in peace
The time dialates
The pain no longer pains
No matter The grey matter defies gravity....
Love is the only thing that stays...
Far from the galaxy
But so near in space
As the time dialates
We walk thru the slow space
No air no light no fire no land no wind no time but love stays...

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You build enough regret
You build enough sorrow
So that u could write about it
Regret sorrow write repeat

Infinite loop

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The joy after sorrow
The silence after storm
Is infinitely euphoric

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I decided to Kill u in my dreams
I killed myself
I decided to run away from u
I ran away from myself
I decided to Kill myself
My ego already died a million times
Tis feeling tis thought
Tis love is a mental disease
Tis love is a powerful machine
We find all happiness but love
But base everything on the love...
When we become sorrowful...
And the love mounds on top
To reach heights of sorrow...
Spring summer rain winter
Nothing really matters
Sorrow is the universal weather...
We just cannot give up, can we?
Like a kid who discovered balloons can fly...
U let it fly...
U feel it belongs and it will come back...
U can't have it back
It's a cyclone...
You let it fly
But u want it back
U can't have it back
It's a cyclone...
Like a kid we cry
We defy all logic
Stick to it like it is magic
Telling tales on love grows
Everyone calls u mad
Indeed Love is a mental is disease

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Out it goes
In and out
Thoughts of u
Thoughts of us
Memories we made
U moved far from us
S moved far from us
It became u
It became mere me
Is it forever
It seem like forever
The end is near or forever
Clinging to a vision of happiness
Emotionally challenged
Dumb and illetrate
Decayed and damaged thoughts
In and out
Breaking and healing
Building sand castle of scars
Waiting for the waves to heal
Waiting for the waves to engulf..
Oh u dumbest...
Such confidence...
To rebuild
To rebuild it all
in no time
as it heals
Solace redefined...
Finding comfort in distress
On distress...
Sadness becomes new comfort
Comfort becomes the new distress
In and out
Damage is made...
Building sand castles...
In and out of ur thought
It's now always in ur thought
Out is out...

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On tis wide open space
Beathless once I felt
Now I breath deep inside my lungs
It's numbness tat I call it
Nothing affects me now
As when i am thrown
Like a heavy stone
Breaking was all it knew
Lighter it felt, at tis velocity...
Suddenly it cannot be broken...
Such hidden potential?... No
It is numbness tat I call
The emotion no longers got motion
Tat was rolling inside out of ur soul
It once felt so heavy
But no longer it feels
Nothing affects me now
A piece of me is gone
Forever from my soul
Nothing can ever affect me
No one can ever throw me
As I would walk away shamelessly
With no ego
With no character
With no rememberance of those souls
Which permanently inked ur soul...
It's numbness that I call it...
Happy found a new meaning...
Goodness no longer holds meaning...
Sadness washed away...
Birth won't affect me
Death won't affect me
The grey spectrum in between either...
It's numbness that I call it...

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A mother
An epitome of selflessness
A girl friend
An epitome of beauty
A house wife
An epitome of well being
A friend
An epitome of care
Undeniably a synonym of selfless
Nothing less of confidence
You fuel the earth with ur endless supply of infinite goodness...
You are the inspiration for the man who found infinity... For you gave him a glimpse of it in real...
Sugar spice and god put everything nice and closed his eyes and u whr born...
U had to face some unfair challenges...
Don't u worry...
U have been chosen to be fittest..
U decide who will be the survival of the fittest...
U need the contrast...
As u have the greatest obligation...
To shape the world...
U are the root of evolution..
Rather u re the evolution itself...
Everyday is a day for u...
But why not...a day... A special day just for u...
For all that u do...a special day in our own special way...
Happy woman's day...

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A fading memory...
Watermarked my grey matter...
Eyes wide open
Staring stern at ur aura...
Too busy to close..
Too far away, to blink...
Lungs filled with ur breath...
So short it suffocates...
So long it continues....
Preoccupied with strong but fading memories...
Faint as twilight...
Bright as daylight...
Dark as night...
Contradicting in certainity...

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