It wasn't easy back then
It isn't easy now
I miss you everyday
I can't stop thinking how my life would have been if you were here
Sometimes I badly wish to time travel n go back to the time when you were there n everything was fine
But now without you, everything is complicated, nothing seems fine.
Life has been unfair, I try and try
But at the end I always find myself standing at the same point where I started with
I miss you mumma, I miss you!!!

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Isn't 12 years really a long time to get over something?

Isn't it long enough to get over of what happened back then?

Isn't it long enough to fade away the last memories of someone?

Isn't it long enough to forget how you dealt with it at that time?

Isn't it long enough to make yourself believe that someone is long gone?

Why do people say give it some time and time will heal you, when the truth is time never heals you, you just get used to of the pain and it becomes a part of your life!

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You were so special to all of us!

You were that little ray of hope, when everything seems to be dark.
Your smile would make us smile, and your tears used to shatter us.
I remember how that single glance of yours was enough to let us know about the trouble we are in!
And then you would compensate for your anger by saying- acha ab khana kha lo!

I don't know whether I should be happy that you have found peace or should I have prayed for you to stay longer even seeing you in pain.
I don't know should I cry for the rest of my life cause I miss you, or be happy that atleast you lived.
And I don't know should I keep living in the past cause that's where I can keep you with me or should I look foward in the future n try finding happiness.

Or may be I should just be what you always wanted me to be.
Mumma❤️

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सफ़र मंजिल से भी खूबसूरत है,
पर इस सफ़र में होकर भी
हम हमसफ़र नहीं!

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तकलीफ इसलिए
नहीं होगी
कि आपका इंतज़ार क्यूँ किया ,

दुख इस बात का रहेगा कि आपका
इंतज़ार इतना कम क्यूँ किया ?

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Sometimes I wish I knew back then that it was the last time I am seeing you. Atleast I could tell you everything I felt, even when you knew it all. I wish I had that last chance to hold you tight and to keep that feeling in me till I am alive. Sometimes I wish I could go back to day you left just to stop you and tell you how much you mean to me and how badly I want you. But you're long gone, I hope someday I can see you again, I can hug you and hold you so tight that no one can ever seprate us again.
If there's another world after this, we will meet again!

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Well, where do I start from?

Ever got stuck on someone?
Ever got lost in their eyes?
Ever got carried away with their smile?
Or got chills with that one look?

Congrats! You have someone special,
It may be one sided but it's yours so hold on tight and never let go❤

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Have you ever had a crush?
Ever smiled just looking at their pictures
Ever checked their profile to see them doing good in life?
Ever got curious ,to know a little about their life?
Ever waited for them to acknowledge ?
Ever done all this, and still be happy that they exists?
If yes! Then you have done all the right things.
You have liked someone selflessly!
In a world full of breakup,and hook up
A silent love exists❤

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Not all silences are quite and soothing.
Some are destructive.

Some screams loudly without making any noise,
Some cries terribly without grabbing attention.
Some are just there cause they are tired of explaining themselves,
And some wants to remain there cause they are left with no hope!

Not all silences are quite and soothing.
Not all are meant to calm you down!

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Life hits you hard..

When you literallyy have to find opportunities to do something on Mother's day, which was once a part of your life and you used to do it with love

Happy mother's day mumma❤
I wish you could have given me more opportunities like these.

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