"How are you?"

-Honestly, I feel miserable 😖
I am suicidal,
But not in the way of pain,
But in a sense that,

I feel trapped in this existence.
Born into a world where I am told what happiness is,
A world that doesn't make sense till you walk with the influential or become influential.

A world where everyone is self centered at heart,
But lie about their nature,
Yet make others feel bad for being true,

A degenerating world.
I don't feel alive,
It's just wake up, eat, sleep, mate

An endless cycle,
Waiting for death.
.. ...

All that aside.

"I'm fine, thank you".😏

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It's been a while
A while since I let you know
Let you know what's up
What's up with me

It's different now
Definitely different than it used to be
I must admit,
I miss us

Growing older, I cry
I cry as we drift farther apart.

As your inner child, I don't wanna let go
Please tell me you need me
Please make sure I stay.

I miss us.
But I understand that, you've become busy
Responsibilities everywhere.

But still,
Please make sure I stay.
Coz, I don't want to let you go.

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It's one of those nights
Alone without you

I long for a time with you
Yet, when we do see
I have nothing to say to you.

It's strange,
But I am sure it's real.

I'll keep fighting to get to you.
I hope it's worth it,
I mean, I hope you see my effort in the end.

I can't say I love you,
Coz I feel it's too early.
But just know.

I have feelings for you.
I'm on my way to you.

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Whatever it is, don't forget to


CALM THE FUCK DOWN

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Shouldn't be too difficult...
This assignment called life,
Wake,
Eat,
Work ,
And grow
But you got something else in store for me right?
Well... Fuck you!
Bring it on!
Depression is an old friend..
Loneliness is a roommate...
My insecurities are in chains ⛓️
..
So life, I dare you,
Try something else!

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Generations

Another way to separate it🙄

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Is you realizing
I am not going to grow old
With you
Because...

I'm dying.

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I see SUCCESSES, and all i believe
is
SOON...

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I wish you wouldn't hurt me the way you do

Feels like thorns on my heart
I feel the pain
Literally

If for every time you get an impression that i would hurt you
You believed my words
"I'll NEVER HURT YOU, TO HURT YOU IS TO DIE"

i think you would understand me better..
But if just a bit of you thinks i want to hurt you?
We might never be at peace

Because
I'LL NEVER HURT YOU, TO HURT YOU IS TO DIE!

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I guess i am not that
Useful.

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