Horsing around, like a man without care,
I have never paid heed, to what's right or what's fair,
My routine barely changes, it doesn't have variety,
I am the crazy drunk, who's afraid of sobriety,
So i cover myself under, the blanket of intoxication,
I am a frightened man, afraid of a real conversation,
Afraid of my reality, afraid of my lonely state,
Afraid that for me, it is actually too late,
Underneath my skin I know, I am just a lonely man,
Not trying hard enough, to find an escape plan,
I will always be struggling, to break free off these chains,
Just An Emotional Cynic, not dealing with his pain
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