---RED FIRE---

Again when I closed my eyes
Same face appeared in my sight
Triggering my heartbeat so fast
The sweat started falling from my eyes
I can remember the darkhollow background
My soul crambled from the silent sound
I could see the deep crack between us
The demons laugh surrounding us
And there was this ring of fire holding us
Trying to show us the demons we trust
Then a cloud appeared from our spine
And the rain killed the fire of confine

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---SURVIVER---

How would I fool myself
How would I dye myself
Fate will try to drown me
How would I choose to drown myself

They will throw bombs on me
They will try to destroy me
How would I not survive for myself

They will hate me
They will gossip about me
How would I not love myself

How much can they erase me
How much can they scar me
Again I will build myself

How would I stop myself
I'm a fighter i'll fight for myself
Survivers don't die baby
They are atlast survivers.

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----TEMPORARY WORLD----
Life is so awesome when family is around
But no one has always stayed in this harsh croud
Today I lost a beautiful flower of my garden
I can still see her beautiful smile in my kernel
It's true that you are far away from us now
But you will be always remembered in our hearts
I know you would have never wanted us to cry
But sorry your memories will always wet our eyes
If the tears were the stairs to reach to you
Right now in the heaven we would have been talking to you
It's the Allah's will that I can't question
BUT there will always be a special place in our heart
Where you will always remain in.

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----Baibus---
۔۔۔بے بس۔۔۔

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I am not what I was once
I am better and worse
I am me
I am happy

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---OLD FEELINGS---

I came close to her
Hardly recognised her
She made me very nervous
Old feelings came in context
My heart stoped for a movement
Blur came into my eyes
The swet fell from my head
My mind got filled with stress
The brain missed nicotine
Whole body fell into shivering
The gravity lost its hold
My feet started sliping
In a movement i was in the clouds
And the clouds started raining.

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---Sharam---

Uff teri juki nazer.
Uff tera sharmana.
Kabi hamari taraf b ek nazer uthana?!
Aah wo apni sehli ka haat sakti sai pakadna.
Aur fir jaldi sai apna rasta badalna.
Kabi hamaray rastay say b guzarna?!
Aah wo apnay hontu ko u sakti say dabana.
Fir apnay gongat sa apnay cheray ki lali chupana.
Kabi ek baar hi sahi lekin apna dedaar krana?
---شرم---

اف تیری جھکی نظر۔
اف تیرا شرمانا۔
کبھی ہماری طرف بھی اک نظر اٹھانا؟!
آہ وہ اپنی سہیلی کا ہاتھ سختی سے پکڑنا۔
اور پھر جلدی سے اپنا رستہ بدلنا۔
کبھی ہمارے رستے سے بھی گزرنا؟!
آہ وہ اپنے ہونٹوں کو یوں سختی سے دبانا۔
پھر اپنے گھونگھٹ سے اپنے چہرے کی لالی چھپانا۔
کبھی اک بار ہی سہی لیکن اپنا دیدار کرانا؟

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----An Unknown friend---

My unknown friend,
What can I write about you .
I think you have a good heart,
And very pure feelings.
I like your atitude and your taste,
You did tought me about consent.
I do like your posts and your dms,
So I appreciate your likes and respect.
At last I thank you for everything my friend.

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I almost believed it that a woman can never love you but then my mom came into my mind.

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I can be the most understanding person you will ever know but you should know first, "I am not blind".

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