Khoyi hui cheez ko yaad na kar,

Jo mila hai usse barbad naa kar.

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The last five years hit me so hard .
I don't know it happened for the zodiac perspective or something else .
Whenever I gave any effort and 100 percent effort everytime some kind of biasness occured.
I deserved most of the things given to others , my hard work didn't payoff.

According to Chanakya, we should not disclose our aims before achieving...
But .. may be ... announcing and grabbing that is another kind of thrill ..after all huddles and hustles ...

I assure me to get the position sooner.. then I will show equal behaviors shown to me in spite of my humblehood.

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तुम तक पहुँचा
समय पर था
तुम तक आने में
देर कर दी

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Wasted another day due to past, the bad memories and feeling low is the one of the most worst feeling I ever have....

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Stop wasting your time
On a person,
Who isn't sure about you ...

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Thriving on emotions always
Give me drama, tons of drama, people
Oh! I feel alive again
The devil's spawn has woken up finally

Why need masks, I ask
Come out in the open and curse me
Again and again and again
And I'll smile, always
Cause I know my truth and I love it
The question is do you believe yours?

This time, control's in my hand
The small speck of weakness was left though
Gave space in the heart for the first time
But then reality woke the guards fast
Yet mind believed in second chances
But third, oh boy, hell no
So let me burn down the memory lane tonight

Tomorrow we'll face life together, I promise mind
Today, let me tear down the past
The innocent self who was perceived the devil
Let me preserve that innocence
By growing horns, laughing hard and burning the ashes
The ashes which has turned all bile, as feared all the while.

| On drama, devil and the innocence
©lyricalsofrt

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Finding the question of an answer, which
Turned into a question in due course;
Which later was answered as a question.

We are ultimately nothing but days in number.
Whenever a day passes, a part of us to passes away.

I breathe in, out through exhale,
Which makes me realize of still being alive.

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Strange is the facet of life
When your heart thinks it's alright
It gets slayed
People are so blinded these days
That they can't perceive who's true
And whose pretending af; how sad!

But mind is a devil, I tell ya
It thrives on conflict
Rejoices when heart is cut into pieces
Sadistic much? Aye!

People can go and wear masks all they want
Oh, I'm but an insane
For insanity brews magic
Sanes? They just follow with the blind folds
On their eyes, logic and hearts, all the way

The only regret is one
That somehow truth couldn't be seen earlier
Heart should be sad, sad for falling
For once it thought itself in love
And got crushed in the most foolish way possible

Maybe that's how insanity wakes up
When there remains nothing to slay
I ask, what to fear, heart, what to fear
There remains no bond to rescue
Only wasted time, burned memories, numbness
And ashes.

| On ashes, masks and numbness
©lyricalsofrt

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For him i m just a
recharge pack with
all vouchers and
offers of unlimited utilize...

Unless another sim
offers him a life long
token !

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रुकाव मोहोब्बत की पटरी पर था हमारा
एन्तज़ार की दास्तान पूरी ना आया पैगाम तुम्हारा
खेद होता है अब हमे अपने आप पे
समय गवाया किमती हमारा तेरे प्यार पे

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