"AM I A VIRGIN ??"
A 10 year old girl, I was probing for a friend to play with,
I wanted to cease the solitude, talk to someone, play with someone,
alas !! there was none, but he came... He praised me, played with me,
gave me toffees, adored me... My mathematics teacher, he was
an angel in my lone world, my teacher & my best friend,
he was everything for me, a gift from god...
The less did I know then, he
played with girls like numbers... His caressing my neck, kissing
my cheeks, touching my body, it wasn't his love... it wasn't his
affection, it wasn't his care... no it wasn't... no... no... no...
something was wrong... he wasn't my friend... tears rolled down
my cheeks, lights irritated me... intoxicated mind, scared thoughts
overpowered me, depression engulfed me... life came to a dot...
Days passed... pills made my life normal but snatched my memories,
uncoupled memories haunt me, a billion of questions left unanswered,
two years of life missing down the memory lane, making me to regret
why didn't I spoke up then... ?? was I so weak then...??
And the question... "Am I a virgin... was I raped, did something
happened..." A question that ruins more days of my life...
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