Whatever and however I plan to lay it out there, sometimes I am not able to bear it, it's like you can attack me so easily and I won't reciprocate. Often what we keep inside us too long - develops this energy and acute rage is followed by numbness. I was never like this, I never planned this yet some dispositions are developed by experience and some experiences by disposition. She comes across me many times, I see her in every women: suffering, mine is not easy yet bearable.
I want to do something, I want to be something, this chain has to be broken
I realised parallel storylines going on in my house, my lack is someone's gain, someone's lack is mine. We go round about in circles always but this time I want a point,I see that finish line and I will reach it , though I don't know if the me today would be there to see that version of mine with peace.
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