I can't take it anymore.
I get tired of being tired. I can't cope it.
I stopped functioning,I buried my head in overthinking and becoming lost in my Poetry. I’ve cried myself to sleep at night and when I wake up ,I am still weary sleep to give myself the comfort.I don't want to do anything.
I reflect on my life and all of the choices
I’ve made second guessing everything .I feel alone even though. There are people around I feel like I’m worthless, expendable and temporary.
But I know I am not I find that depression and anxiety lie to me.Things are not as bad as they seem.My thoughts are distorted.
I unplug temporarily from everyone and everything and then I return undefeated yet struggling. And try one more time to climb the mountain I call my life.
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