You're beginning to realise. Aren't you?
You're the best doctor you can ever get to consult to find the cure for the disease that's eating you up. At the same time, you're the worst patient you've ever had to diagnose.
When the stakes are high, you've to become your biggest critic. When you lack motivation, you've to pamper yourself with the kindest of words.
When hundreds of thoughts amass at your brain, you've to play the role of a mentalist to emphasise on what's best for you. When one painful thought dominates your mindpalace, you've to bring a distraction to stabilise the proceedings.
Sometimes, you have to fight to protect your dreams, to prove your worth, to be the one you can count on. On some days, you have to act like a peacemaker. You've got to know what are the battles that you should not be fighting in.
Some days, you have to tell yourself that you can do it. On some other days, you have to be realistic and persuade yourself that you can not do everything.
For you can be the worst nightmare and the best dream you can ever have, you know yourself more than anyone on this planet.
You're beginning to realise why you're beginning to realise. Aren't you?
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