the ache in my heart that goes when hurt ,
is so deep seated that it resonates
throughout my body
my knees buckle and my fingers tremble
my stomach sinks deep into my guts
probing me to puke out everything,
the ache included
goosebumps rise on my skin
and it makes me want to scrub myself
to rid me of the marks whatever the situation has left behind
my throat chokes up at your memory
I fall lightheaded soon after
the thudding of my heart keeps changing
but the ache never leaves
there is nothing poetic about heartbreaks
books ,movies and music are an attempts
to make it look fancy and beautiful
because I'll tell u this
broken pieces of myself have loved you
more than a whole self ever has
and if poetry was blend of
ache, mess and regret ,
everyone would be a poet now
.
-0501xoxo
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