Maybe I can tell him what's happening. I'm sure he'll tell me the same thing people demand of me. And that can be enough to write him off, shove this funny feelings away and depart. Also, I can get a third party view on my situation. Either way this has to be a win-win for me.
" There's got to be a reason I'm alone and riding without any destination... Aren't you curious? " I goad him. He turns to me and fix me with a stare. I fight hard not to look down. His eyes see through, they are intense, always. Except when he's making fun, even then they have an edge about them that makes me blush left, right and centre. Me having thoughts about him is not exactly a secret to him either. I say this because he's been throwing caution at me more than once.
"Rhea, I don't do relationships"
"Oye hello, I'm charming I know but don't you go fall in love with me" he says often.
" I'm curious but then, I'm not " he says now taking a sip. I hold his eyes and say a minute or so later,
"Well, this is why.. " and I start narrating.
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