// Numbness //
I don't recall have I ever felt like this before,
Almost left with no impressions and excitements,
The deadness inside me felt so insensitive that was searching for a soul with so many emotions crammed in it,
The silence quelled behind this numbness was so bizarre that bewildered me to search the reason behind it,
I wanted to slam my head to the walls so that the blood can drip out of it ending this emotionless emotion letting the pain out of my psyche,
Though the uncertainties pulled me back from feeling the feelings that had concealed within this paralysed carcass that yearned to flee away,
As much I tried to infer about it, more I got lost into the puzzle of feeling nothing up to the infinity and beyond,
This puzzled puzzle puzzled me for many days but then I found a home within this numbness that felt so soothing at some point and kept me away from the toxic emotions that had destroyed me very before and that conserved me from getting ruined any further, any farther...!!!
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