Ashes
of the man
I used to be
haunt me
like a blurred silhouette
asking uncomfortable questions.

I have no answers.

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Some questions❔
will never
Rise way to answers
But supplies you
More questions❔
So don'ts check
ON ME

WARNING : I AM HEARTLESS

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'Kyun' kbhi kbhi Paraye apne se lagne lagte hai;😌
'Kyun' unke bolte hi hum nihshabd ho jaate hai;😉
'Kyun' kbhi kbhi unke har ek jawab ke liye intezar krte hai;🤗
'Kyun' unse baat na karne pr mann baichhain sa rehta hai;🥺
'Kyun' unka jawab na aane pr mann udaas ho jaata hai;😔
'Kyun' muskurahat unki pr, chehre pr raunak mere aa jaati hai....🥰
Kbhi kbhi 'kyun' inn #kyun, ka jawab samajh nhi aata....😌😌

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Sometimes i don't have answers to those unasked questions which are often asked.
As i don't know whats happening around.
yes i don't know whats that taking me down as much as i try to come up.
Yes, i don't know how long will it be or how long i will be with it.
No,its only about the time which will change someday sometime someplace.

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तुम मिलो या ना मिलो पर अब ये दिल किसी और से नहीं मिल सकता।
कोई माने या ना माने पर अब ये दिल किसी और का नहीं हो सकता।
जब तक तुम साथ थे तब तक तन्हाइयों ने दस्तक भी नहीं दी थी,
पर अब ये सब हो रहा है शायद तुमने मुझसे कभी मोहब्बत ही नहीं की थी।

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हजारो़ं सवाल उठते हैं मेरे मन मे हर रोज़
सब से पूछ कर देख लिया फिर भी जारी है खोज

कोई नही बता पाता इन सवालों के जवाब
सारी कोशिशें सारे दलीलें रही नाकामयाब

आखिरकार सोचा भगवान से ही पूछ कर देख लिया जाए
पर उनसे भी इन सवालों के जवाब नही मिल पाए

एक ही बात भगवान ने मुझसे बतलाई
आराम से जी जिंदगी मत कर इतनी घाई

थोड़ा रुक थोड़ा सब्र कर सारे सवालों के जवाब मिल जाएंगे
समय आने पर सब राज़ खुल जाएंगे

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Why are my tears
Become meaningless,
To those who are around?
Are they heartless
Or feelingless?
Are they acting —
Just like pretending
To be not understanding?

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WHY??

WHY??
WHY???

WHY???

WHY???
THERE ARE NO ANSWERS.

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Where are you my heart?
Are you hiding in the many colours
Of the world, the ones I ignored?
Are you laying among the words
I discarded all these times?
Are you flowing away with the melodies
I didn't give heed to?

Where are you my heart?
Did I lock you away myself
And forgotten all about you?
Won't you forgive and come back
To this pitiful being?
What do I have to do
To walk down rest of this blurry life
With you by my side ?

~searching

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nowadays, when people question me I don’t respond, for there is no answer in it anymore; silence speaks in volumes beyond anything I can say: so allow me to move on into these unknown paths, where I have God for company...

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