The agony in the silence,
The anger hiding love,
Tears rolling down my cheeks while I mutter,
The one half of me is at war with the other.
Feeling fidgety in bed at night,
Wondering, thinking, shallow and deep
Questioning my existence while my heart weeps.
The unexpressed feelings,
The pain, love, anger and fright
have teamed up again
to haunt me tonight.
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