You know it's killing you but you can be nothing but a mere spectator.
You know you are slowly losing everything you have but you are unable to prevent it.
You know you are disappointing everyone around but you can do nothing about it.
You want to get out of it..you are doing everything possible to get rid of it..you are dying everyday from inside..you are suffering the most but........
The worst part is that you want to tell people what you are feeling but you cannot.
Something in my head keeps ticking, like a bomb , like this is it, this is the moment when I'm going to burst into flames and burn it all away, destroying myself and the world.
I am strong enough to handle it all, without a flinch. Strong people don't complain... (Looks in the mirror, looks deeper in the eyes on the other side) Sees tears rolling down suddenly.